Thursday, February 04, 2010
Today marks a year you've been gone.
Today, marks the first tear i will cry on every February the 4th.
Today, will never make tomorrow come for me,
As that day, there was no more you for me.
You taught me everything. Values of life.
Necessities and what not to take in.
You have taught me what life is, you nurtured me from small.
You brought me up while at most times, i broke you down.
You held me up while at most times, i had to frown.
You taught me the meaning of a meaning.
You taught me to be reasonable in knowing what reason really means.
Your heart is pure. Like white light. Blinding every sin with your aura.
Your actions and your mind work simultaneously to produce good deeds.
WISE is what you are throughout your life.
People have tried to ruin what's yours, but no.
You TAUGHT me how to stand strong like how you did.
You, made me realize.
The importance of the meaning important.
How regretful the aftermath would be if all humans were to be ignorant.
I miss you dearly.
I miss the times when you fed me after school.
Miss the times you wiped my mouth if i were to drool.
Times when you story to me about past histories and things that could've be.
I miss the times when you ask me to pray if i were to laze around.
Every fridays, i miss your voice reminding me not to forget friday prayers.
Allah loves you. You had to go. You are the most wise and good person ever lived.
To me, you are the black diamond.
You knew you could shine, but you chose not to.
You chose to be HUMBLE.
And that is what i am, grandma, i am a humble person now.
February 4th. I was devastated. Everyone was.
I remembered kissing your forehead, i thought that you were asleep.
You felt different. You were cold.
The next thing i know, when i woke up to fulfill my subuh prayers,
Grandma, you already went away..
I realized that it's too late to apologize.
And I, couldn't forgive myself.
I am sincerely and dearly sorry, grandma.
May you still have your sweet vibrant smile that you always carry during your years,
Wherever you are, cause i know you are in peace...
Everyone loves and misses you...
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