The Truth Is The Truth , Welcome To The Chamber Of Inferno

Thursday, July 30, 2009

"I find serenity in torture
My thoughts are too pure for the human mind to author
Its called God Consciousness
Its a level beyond the gods marred thoughtlessness "

You see , the thing is ,
When people try to attack you , you just know .
But its amusing , i tell you .
Seemingly self-proclaiming to know this and that ,
But think back , do you even know whats to be known ?

I say it tickles my funny bone ,
As these kinda people give me televised solutions ,
Like advertisements ,
Popping up at any time when you least expect it .
Haha .

Soooo , whats passed from the ash ,
Does anybody really know anybody ?

So what makes you confident enough .
To know , to analyze an illusion of the mind's maze ,
Yeah you can do that ,
I'll sound the horns and be honored if you find your way out .

Words have a thing on their own .
They manipulate without us noticing anything .
Even as we are saying , typing , or at any form of translation ,
Its the same thing .
Like murder without having trails .
So whats to be done ?

I say , when you face a question , problem , situation ,
Remember IT . Before answering .
Remember the source , remember whats stated first .
Only then you can crack whatever the code .

If you dont do this , i tell you its like more corruption of the 85% .
Its like im interrogating you ,
At the same time ,
You're answering me shit thats different from what i asked for .
Ring a bell ?
Assumption before knowing the true source ?
Get your mind straight first .

You claim to know .
You claim the words are crystal in your third eye .
But this i ask you ,
Do you really know and analyzed the source ?
Do you really know what's the question asked at first ?
Do you really know what's the situation about ,
Before my words were clearly micro-televised in your space of thoughts ?

No use having a cyber war my friend .
We all have our own says of our peace ,
We say it once , and we'll never say it again ,
Cause whatever it is , you can fire missiles and torpedoes or whatever shit at me .

But i hold only one firepower enough to pulverize you .
The firepower of truth and wisdom .
And im only using 2 from an Arsenal of more universal power .
=)

Peace ~

Labels: having the last laugh

9:35 pm

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

" I Give It All I Got Thats All I Got To Give ,
You Gotta Live And Let Live "

As Usual , A Normal Mundane School Day .
S&W Was Cancelled Due To Jamie's Absence .
But The Clan Still Did Roamed On Our Own .

The Fun Started When We Played Takraw Though .
Hahaha , The Feeling Was Great .
Supposedly We Shouldve Practiced Soccer ,
As Our Kallang Futsal Tournament Is This Coming Friday .
But Its Alright ,
Takraw Practices Ball Control , LOL ~

Thursday Night Will Be Sleeping Over Naim's .
Yeah ! Gonna Be A Blast Of Atomic Bombs !

Thursday Sleepover Mania ~
Friday Tournament Plus DXO Event ~
Saturday BOTY ASIA MOTHERFUCKER ! YEAH !

I Cant Wait For These Events !
ALLOUT NEGGAZ AND NIGGARETTES !

Peace To The Gods And All The Nation .

Labels: do it 5 times a day with different aerobics

12:34 am

Monday, July 27, 2009

I love my parents ~
And i spent my weekends with them .
Well , Saturday i did went for DaShocase ,
But it was for a night only , hahaha .

So on Sunday ,
Had a match in the morning .
After that , all the way it was with my family .
They got me a new phone !

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

I love you mama and papa .
The previous phone i was using ,
Used it for like 3 years plus already ,
So they said i could change .
I got the Sony Ericsson C905 .
Decided to get this brand cause im tired of Nokia .
Haha , so im gettin used to the system .

Today , an average school day .
As always , i was late , but doesnt matter anyway .
Hahaha ~
It was raining the whole day !
I felt sleepy throughout .

Well , i dont know what else is there to be said .
As usual , if there is ,
I'll echo my own voice ,
Feeling the comfort on top of the canyons ,
Visualize it , time to recognize it .

Live and let live brothers and sisters ,
Peace ~

Labels: kill, time kills all

11:06 pm

Saturday, July 25, 2009

" Where We Come From , It Aint The Shaolin Monastery ,
But Still We Practice Great Appreciation Of Ideology "

Today had break session .
Its been a long time since i practiced with Predicx and Zym .
They came down just now , and some R2S were there too .
So we cyphered , and break , and cyphered .
ALLOUT !
Im really happy as now ive got my 2000's back and my 90's too !
With the thought of already havin windmills makes me even happier ~
Plus some new shits and sets too .
Keep practicing harder and harder Fate !

So tomorro will be headin down to YP .
Da Shocase Event !
Gonna support certain people .
And just have allout fun , spread the love .

Peace .

" Sunflower lets experience a sunshower ,
I got a barrier , to protect us my lover ,
A test to proof my true eros that i acknowledged ,
Now let us see the destruction of life circle , damaged ,
By now u must be confused of this situation ,
Next comes heaven or hell after annihilation ,
If only one can surpass in paradise seven ,
I'll take the risk burnin in fire and all things unpleasant ,
Just to let u experience seven's creations up high ,
Its alright you'll be safe as seven will take an eye ,
On you and make sure satisfactions are achieved ,
Infinite two lines connect bent , mind in beyond belief ,
Moon once you have everything dont lose ur mind ,
Avoid your lifespan from gettin cut from a guillotine ,
Cause once u betray seven's trust , heaven is never ,
For the sake of our matter , worship the soul controller "

1:51 am

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

" You Cant Hide From The Truth , Cause It'll Be A Sin
As Your Protected By A Barrier Of Lies From Within "

So today had a normal day at school .
I must say today's sports and wellness was fun !
We as a class played handball together ,
After that we went off and played our own sport .

Eventhough i was soo exhausted today ,
I went down to break at Taman Jurong CC .
And yooooo , i didnt regret comin down even when im tired !

Ive finally got windmills !
4 rounds then ended off to a chair !
Hahaha , damn i cant believe it ,
And i got some of my sharp freezes back .
Side hollows and inverts to new sets .
I felt so accomplished , that i msged oneski .
Well , too bad , cause ive been practising alone , and he doesnt know that .
Its ayte , wahh RSC , even when i sent a long msg weeks ago .
Still no iniciative from u guys uhh ? Nvm , we'll see how long this will go .
=)

Yeay , im soo happy that tomorrow is wednesday .
And that the next day is thursday ,
Cause usually on these two days class starts at 1pm .
More sleep time for me .

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ ~

Labels: the hitch lives on and a year will come

12:55 am

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Word Up Fool ,
La Costra Nostra !
Once Time Has Freed Itself ,
We Drop Radiant Jewelz Ayte B .

A Thing Or Two ,

Fate Has Said Upon Itself ,
One May Come ,
But Eventually That One Will Go Away ..

You See I Understand These Particular Situations ,
Theres Never A Need For Me To Be Shocked .

I'm Not Like What You Think I Am .
I'm Not Ordinary , I Look Like One .
Books Look The Same ,
Different Title , Different Content ,
Lets Just Say ,

My Book ,
Is The Book Of Truth Of Lost Apocrypha's Fused Enoch .
I'm What I'd Say , Weirdly Different .
There Might Be A Similar One ,
But There Will Never Be Another Me ,
People Arent The Same ,
Its The Experiences Of Situations That Makes It All The Same .

See And Analyze ,
Ive Done It ,
Conclusion ,
Guess No One's Able To Tolerate Me On The Other Side Of Life .
I Understand , So That Explains Why One Will Come ,
And That One Will Go Away ..

Labels: i do, I understand

1:05 am

Saturday, July 18, 2009

" You Commercialized Shit Might Be Up There Known Forever ,
But We Real Stay Underground And Down For Whatever "

So Its Been Weeks Since Ive Seen The Full Squad Of RSC .
The Guys Have Been Busy With Their Own Lives .
Work , School , Preparations , Injuries , Curfews , Responsibilities .
One Thing For Sure , I'm Not Gonna Doubt That You Guys Been Practicing .
I Trust Each And Everyone Of You And Your Words .
If You Lie , Then Its Your Sin And My Gain .
Just Wanna Tell You Guys That I Miss All Of You Brothers .
Hope All Of Yous Doing Good Over There B .

Stay Out Of Motherfucking Troubles And Tight Situations .
Remember , Our Third Eye Meant For Healing Not Bruising .
Its All About Uplifting And Never Misleading .
I Know You Guys Got That Mindset Brothers ,
So You Got My Fucking Trust , You Heard ?

And I Just Wanna Say That ,
Hey I Know We're All Busy And Shit ,
But I Wanna Say That , Those Who Haven't Learn SACRIFICE ,
Its Better If You Learn Now , Or NEVER .
If You Wanna Achieve Something And Get What You Want ,
You Gotta Step Out Of The Box B ,
I've Done That , Oneski's Done That , Zym's Done That ,
Some MIGHT Have Done That .
What About The Rest ?

Let Me Tell You My Sacrifice ,
Yo Straight Up , When I Was Back On Those Days ,
Where I Had To Study Allout And Spend Time With Family ,
I Did , But Not Fully You See .
The Fuck , Me And My Family Were Like Strangers !
Everyday It Would Be Cooping Up In My Room ,
And Going Out Like It Wasn't My Own Motherfucking Business .
Its Like I'm In A Hotel B , You Think My Life's Good Before ? Think Again .

I Break Bones , I Troubled My Family And Shit ,
Lost 5 Handphones And Got Fucked Up Real Bad .
But What Do I Care ? I'm Down For WHATEVER .
I Still Break Like Its The Last Day Of My Life !
I Knew I Had To Prove Them In Order To Get What I Want .
So I Won't Elaborate More ,
This Was Fucking 4 Years Ago .

Look At Where I'm Standing Bros ,
Got That Full Support , The Bonds Are Tighter .
And I'm Happy With Whatever That I Have Now .
I've Proven What I Wanted To Prove 4 Years Back .
Got That Full Freedom Now , But I Don't Abuse It ,
I Don't Even Smoke Or Drink And All That Bullshit ,
Got That Massive Trust , But I Don't Take It For Granted .
Basically , I , DONT , TAKE , THINGS , FOR , GRANTED .

Now I'm Just Chilling Out Now ,
Just A Lil Story That I Wanted To Share Today .
So Yeap , Its All Good Baby Baybehhhh !
Hahahaha ~
Really Miss You Guys ! Hope To See The Full Squad Soon !
Stay Healthy Ayte !

Peaceee Zionic Brothers !

Labels: i call my brothers sun cause we shine like one

11:41 pm

Ive Noticed How Blogs Around The Cyberworld Are Getting Private .
Hahaha , Seems Like Theres No Reason To Bloghop Now .
Well , I Bet Each And Every Individual Have Their Own Reasons .

As For Me , I Dont Care If Anybody Reads My Blog ,
They Love It , They Love It , They Hate It , Hate It Then .
Feel Free To Spam Or Whatever Shit , I Dont Bother Anyway .
As Long As They're Happy , Hahaha ~

Okay Well Totally Random .
I Don't Know What To Post About Actually .
Ohhh Yes , Monday , ERP Exam .
Im Kinda Prepared , Just Need To Revise More And More .
So That Everything Would Be Ready Inside My Mind .

To Add On ,
This Whole Week Ive Been Breakin At Taman Jurong CC .
Its Very Convenient And Near .
Even Though The Flooring Is Rough ,
I Dont Care , What Do Bboys Care ? We're Raw .
Not Pussies , U Give Us Any Flooring , Were Down .
That Includes Roads Too .
Think Its Dirty ? Who Cares .

Ive Got Cuts And Bruises Everywhere , But Fuck It .
Im Getting The Mills , Hahaha .

" I'll Destroy Your Mind To Deny You A Past,
Then Destroy Your Soul To Deny You A Future "

Labels: clear the decks

1:35 am

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Flying is learning how to throw yourself at the ground and miss.

Getting lost is the best way to discover yourself, as well as new places and things.

Someday everything will make perfect sense,
so for now laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason.

Usually when we look back on our life,
we tend to regret more the things we NEVER did than to regret what we did.

It takes more nerve to walk down an uncovered street in the pouring rain with a big smile on your face,
than it does to walk down that same street with the sun out and that same smile.

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made, they can take the music that we never play.
All the broken dreams, take everything.

But they can never have yesterday.

I have finally realized what life is all about...
it is about hanging on when your heart has had enough,
and giving more when you feel like giving up.

Running away from our problems is futile because,
we take ourselves with us, no matter where we go.
When we go into silent meditation,
the inner connection with God opens up and it is then we find the answers to our questions.

Sometimes, the past washes over you like a flood and all you can do is drown.

Labels: quotes that i grew up with since i was a child

12:51 am

Friday, July 10, 2009

Terraced gardens expand across the lake ,
And through the wild imagination ,
Splashes of a flowery rainbow ,
Dotted beyond the glistening waters ,
Where at its shores , a girl sits ,
On a weathered bench, under the shade
Of a willow animated in light dance .

The water-lilies gentle waltz holds her gaze ,
The birdsong enticing her lips into a smile .
Familiar eyes and radiant skin ,
Is vivid beauty to surpass all ,
And for those moments, to surpass reality .

Wandering dreams override normal vision ,
Until realization slowly erases her figure ,
Like a ghost fading onto the wind ,
Leaving behind an empty old bench ,
A stagnant pond green with algae ,
Untidy slopes of dull grasses ,
And a lacerated heart .

Present reminders of time past ,
' All good things come to an end '
Her pained words echo in my memories ,
The curse of fragile mortality ,
Reverberates in my hollow heart ,
All good things come to an end ..

Labels: imagination hurts, just a lovable poem to read

2:13 am

Thursday, July 09, 2009

A Short Post For This Girl Right Here ,

Sara Nadiah Binte Zakariah .
Serenade Pristine ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !
Hehe .
May All Your Wishes And Dreams Come True .
Always Have Faith And Believe In What You Want In Life .
Stay Healthy And Take Good Care Of Urself At All Times .
Ohhh Yes , Meet Up Soon Alright !
Miss Those Times When We Discovered Mysteries In Life .
A Discovery Channel ? Hahaha ~
Stay Happy And Smile Always Tomato Nose !

" Shoot for the moon , even if you miss , you'll land among the stars "

Labels: when is it my turn to be 18

6:17 am

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

The first time we ever got a chance to be alone we knew,
That it was wrong to do,
I guess that's why I was drawn to you,
The 2nd time leads to the 3rd, the 4th, the 7th time,
I feel so alive, it won't last but it's alright,
Pleading joy and fading ecstasy, here it goes again,
Sneaking fruit from the forbidden tree, Sweet taste of sin,

Each time you call me home in a sweet refrain,
Saying things will change, you'll take away the pain,
Then we flashback to the first time you put your spell on me,
You envelope me, you feel good as hell to me,
One moment leads to another few,
Here it goes again,
Leaving you is oh so hard to do,
I just can't pretend, can't pretend,
I keep doing it again, yes I'm doing it again,
I'm doing it again,
I said it would end but here it goes again,
Again.

Labels: again, random

2:29 am

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

I Feel As If A Huge Load Or Burden Has Been Lifted Off My Shoulders.
Finally, Somehow, Managed To Let All The Words Come Out.

" The Scattered Pieces Of Puzzles Somehow Are Forming
Slowly To A Bright Vibrant Picture "

Woahhhhh,
Such A Random Post In A Time Like This, Haha.
It's 5.20am.
I Should Probably Go Try And Sleep Now.
If Not, In My Dream, Princess Will Be Damn Mad At Me!
LOL! Haha.
School Tomorrow. =/
I'll Update A Proper One Soon.

Anyway, Im In Love With My Blog Song.
And At This Point Of Time,
Feeling Like In On Cloud 9.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

Labels: for you

5:03 am

Friday, July 03, 2009

Uwaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh !
Its 4.22 pm .
Soooooo Bored Sia !
So Lets Update On My Plans For Today .

Later ,
Will Be Heading Down To Esplanade .
For BEATS AND BREAKS .
Checkin Out The Scene As Usual ! Hahaha .

Well Thats The Only Plan I Guess ?
LOL ~
Today Gonna Spent Much Time With My Neggaz .
Have Allout Fun Uhhh Today !
DAMN !
Next Week School Reopen !
DAMN IT ! Not Enough Holiday . =(

Mak Teh Called ,
YEAY ! Tomorro Will Be Havin Midnight Movie !
TRANSFORMERS 2 ! WEEEEEEEEEEEE !
Im Watching It Again , This Time With Mama Makteh And All .
Gonna Be Fun ! Hehehehe ~

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM !

Thats About It , Hahaha ,
I'll Update Later Uhhh .

IM HUNGRY !!! WANT TO EAT !!!

Labels: beatsNbreaks, gerammmmmmm, tiredddddddd

4:19 pm