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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

The uncertainties of life , never ending contradiction of facts and fictions .
The reason to believe that your own presence holds an exact purpose .
Life has its own mystery to as when death can result resurrection .
Reincarnation perhaps , the soul of a being transferred to another form .
IF , thats the case , can oneself change to another form for a period of time ?

Your own mind , is your very own lair ,
Its the best place to hide yourself when u seek for solutions .
Instead of having too much thoughts in your third eye ,
Release the cells of the door , release the thoughts that travel in virtual form .
You work best when its only you yourself visible IN the third eye .

What good can power give when you lack of control ?
You have the power , but your unable to control it in its invincible state .
How I work my life , i can predict that it's different from how you all do .
I am not that "Ohh this is just another typical guy"
I am different , of course , everyone is different .
Each unique in their own ways , but my ways ,
You have to initiate the stairways to the Zion .
Without having to consume sticky green to activate your mind to "high" mode .
And when i reach Zion , i release my thoughts , i release my cells ,
I diffuse with the Zionic oxygen so i , am invisible .
Unseen like the meridian .
Zion is a place where everything is unpredictable , and u see nothing but yourself .
And you'd see many different unusual and weird things happening .
You'll find solutions that are far more beneficial when your in that state .

"Pleasure , Or Pain ?"
When you go for pleasure , in the end what you get is pain .
And when you go for pain ,
The pleasure you experience is that after the sacrifice of feeling pain ,
You wont have to go through another cause you analyzed PAIN .

Sorry for being a ridicule here .
I encountered a horrifying situation minutes ago .
And that awkward freeze of my body lasted for like , half an hour ,
Or more , i didnt realize .
My body is shivering and trembling right now .
I fear , fear .
Its as if my soul was separated from my body .
And my soul encountered a visual casting of scenarios of life .
I fear death , sorry , who doesnt ? Hmmm .
I cant elaborate more . Im scared . =/

In the end ,
Its still , I Against I .

Labels: death, future, outcomes, phoenix

3:02 am

Monday, June 29, 2009

Its 5 AM And I Cant Put Myself To Sleep .
Hehehe .
Ive Tried My Lullaby , But Still Cant .
Well , Theres Always Other Alternatives . =)

So I'll Update On My Day ?
I Woke Up Very Late .
Due To A Wonderful "Dream" I Had .
I'd Say It Was A Dream Whereby I Was Awake In Reality ,
And Constantly Communicating Over Technology . =)

Ohhh Then Today ,
My Lil Sis Really Irritated Me Like A Whole Lot .
Pak Long Went Back Home To Malacca Too Just Now .
So Yeap Yeap .

Afterwhich , I Went To RP .
To Have A Break Session .
Then At The End Of The Day C.A Went To Take Our Done Crewshirts .
WOAH , Every Shirt Was The SHITE ! Haha .
All Of Them Were NICEEEEEE ~
Thanks C.A , Ohhh Ya Bro One More Thing ,
U Neggaz Bro ! U Got NACEEEE , You Know I Know Bro . Haha .
SIMEI ! LOL ~

Well , I Should Try To Sleep Now . Haha ~
Ohhh And Yes ,
Maybe Today Watching Transformers 2 With The Usual Suspects .
If They Arent Able To Make It ,
Watch It Alone Ahhh ! Apa Lagi ? Hahahaha .
Ayte Ayte .

Peace To The Almighty .

Labels: crazy, mightbelove, nocturnal, thoughts

4:44 am

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Michael Jackson ,
Always The King Of Pop ,
And Always Will Be , Cause Ur Spirit Still Lives
In The Melodies And Tunes Of Music ,
A Dance Inspiration , Many Were Inspired By You .
You'll Always Be Remembered MJ .
Rest In Peace .

So Today My Day Spells Boredom .
Cooped Up At Home Today .
Suddenly Things Seemed To Be So Quiet ?
Now That Mama Has Sent Away The Maid ,
Its Hard For Grandpa To Adapt To The New Situation .
Its A Long Story , And I Dont Wish To Elaborate .
For These Few Days Ive Been Breakin At Home .

And Yes RSC ,
Now , Most Of The Time I Wont Be Able To Come Down Always Ayte .
Cause Now That My Grandpa Is Alone At Home ,
Theres No One Eyeing On Him .
So I'll Do My Best To Take Care Of Him ,
And At The Same Time Maintain My Breaking Standards .
U Guys Know Me Ayte , I Always Break At Home .
So Dont Worry .

Anyways !!! 1st Day .
I Dont Know Where My Persian Squirrel Ran Away To .
LOL ~
But A Note Was Left Saying "I'll Be Back In A Day Or Two"
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ~
Come Back Soon Please !
=/

Hmmm , I Am Unsure Of Plans For My Weekends .
Maybe Tomorro Headin Down To Bukit Batok CC .
Theres Some Comp Over There .
So Yeah . Maybe I'll Check It Out ?
But I Was Thinking Of Watching Transformers 2 .
I WANNA WATCH IT SOO BAD !
Haiyaaaaa ~
Well , Will Make Up My Mind Soon .
LOL ~

R.I.P To Those Who Were Lost In The Struggle .
Peaces To The Living Organisms ~

Labels: hesitations, hungry, imy

1:06 am

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

I , Would Like To Take A Path ,
To Somewhere Where I Can Just Roam Free ,
Each Breath I Take Would Be A Breath Of Freedom ,
A Place Where The Lands Are Open , And I Can Run Around ,
Expressin Myself And Also My Thoughts ,
A Place Whereby Nature Is Surrounding Me Wherever I Go ,
A Place Where I Can Just Shout Out Loud To Release My Emotions ,
A Place Where I Can Just Say Out Truly What I Really Wanna Say ,
A Place Where No One Exists , But Just Myself ..

Today I Had A Catastrophic Day !
First , We Had A Crew Meeting ,
Then After The Things Were Settled , We Decided To Have Fun .
Well , I Was Kinda Sad , But My Brothers Definitely Cheered Me Up .
We Went Over To A Park At Taman Jurong Where
We Had Lots Of Fun , Haha ~
First We Played Ninja Warrior ,
It Was Tough Sia ! Haha , After That We Did Lots Of Random Shit .
But What Put The Cherry On Top Of The Sundae Was ,
In The End , At About 5 Plus ,

A Random Old Lady Came By And Start Blabbering Nonsense !
It Was Like She Was High And On Weed ! LOL !
I Couldnt Help But To Burst Out Laughing !
That Particular Situation , WAS THE FUNNIEST I EVER ENCOUNTERED
In My Whole Life ! Hahahaha .
She Was Like , Ehhh , Do U Think SIngapore Will Die ?
U Know The H1N1 Virus ? Cannot Stop It Ah ?
Ehh America Will Bankrupt U Think ? If They Bankrupt We All Die Ah !
Ehh U Think America Spread The Weed ? Change It To Rice Ahhh !
LOL ! We All Sweared We Didnt Know What She Talked About Ahh !
Hahaha , Random Sia , She Was Talking Dirty Too Sia !
About Black Cocks And All , Who Started The Weed And H1N1 Virus ,

Wat The Fuck ? Hahahaha , There Were Too Much Things Going On !
Zym Took A Video , And Its Like , For ,
A HALF AN HOUR ! Long Sia ! Hahahaha ~
Fuck That Shit Ahh , Funny Sia ,
Then She Talked About Beckham La Ronaldo La ,
Why Paris Hilton With Ronaldo La ,
Is Beckham Gonna Get Married La ? He Is Already Married With A Kid SIA !
HAHAHAHA ! I Was Laughing Like Hell ,
In Fact We All Were ! LOL ....... Cannot HANDLE ........
After That We Went Home , And Here I Am , Haha .

Well , Its Like 6.45am ,
Must Do My Subuh Quick Now .
See Ya Later Alligators ~

Labels: exhausted, happy, ok, stomachcramps, thoughts

6:37 am

Monday, June 22, 2009

I Am Damn Proud Of RHYTHMIC STYLEZ CREW .
Each Of Us Represented Well And Hard For SG CHAMPS .
This Is How It Should Be Done Guys ,
No Matter If We Win Or Lose , We Still Represent .
Its Not About Where We Stand ,
Its About How We Express Ourselves In Bboying .
Through Rhythms And Own Flava .

Congrats To Radikal Brothers Who Won The 2v2 Category .
And To My Negga Oneski Who Won The 1v1 Category .
U Did Great As Always Bro !
We RSC Always By Ur Side B , No Matter What .
Down For Whatever Bro .
" I Call My Brothers Sun Cause We Shine Like One ! "

Well , As For My Breakin Life ,
Im Like Sick And Tired Of My Fcukin Self ,
Only I Myself Know This Feeling .
Ive Been Through Shit All The Time .
Everytime I Start Back From Square One ,
Then I Boom Out And Show What Im Made Of ,
But Things Seem To Be Fucked Up Back Again And Again .
Now , I Feel Like Restarting Back To Square One AGAIN .
Fcuk It , I Aint Feelin Myself Anymore ,
But Whatever It Is , Bboyin Is My Life .
I'd Do Anything To Make This Right .

Dance Is The Art ,
Ur Body Is The Instrument ,
Learn To Play The Instrument Then U Can Master The Art .

The Heart Of The Dance , Is The Heart Of The Dancer .

I Aint Impressin , Im Expressin .

Well , I Know Whats Next .
Hardcore Practises ,
ALONE .
Find My Right Track , Like How I Used To Do Back Then .

Another Thing Ive Been Thinking ,
Have You Ever Ever Felt That U Needed To Let Out Something ,
But U Just Cant ? U Just Dont Have The Courage ?
I Mean , U Did Try Letting It Out , Eventually U Did ,
But Not In The Proper Words To Really Let That Someone Know
What U Mean .
Wahhhhh , Ive Been Thinking ,
And Now Thats Ive Heard This Certain Tune ,
Something Moved My Heart ,
Im Even Hearing Things Askin Me To Go For It .
I Must Be Crazy , I Mean I Am CRAZY !

Ahhhh ! Damn It , Im Done ,
Hahahahaha ,
Im Like Crapping Allout Here .
Peaceeeeeeeeeeee ~

Labels: A., fate, stupid

2:51 am

Saturday, June 20, 2009

This Is Sooooooo Random .
But I Wanna Have A Pet !
A Goldfish !
Not Just Any Goldfish ,
But The Bubble Eyed Goldfish ! Hehehe ~
I Think Its Soo Cute .
And Will Definitely Be A Nice Companion To Talk To When Im Bored .
Maybe It Can Listen To My Problems Too ? Hahaha .

Ohhh Man .
I Just Got The Scare Of My Life !
Drag Me To Hell Was Filled With Unexpected Scenes .
And Not To Mention , Unpredictable Scary & Shocking Moments .
Hahahaha !
Luckily Ive Got Such A Big And Comfy Persian Pillow ,
So That I Could Squeeze It Tight When Im Scared . HAHA =D
The Last Part Was Quite Sad Though .
The Girl's Boyfriend Was About To Propose To Her ,
When The Girl Found Out That She Had Taken The Wrong Envelope ,
She Stepped Backwards And Fell On The Traintracks ,
Where She Got Taken To Hell .
And The Boyfriend Was Cryinggggggggg ~
I Mean Who Wouldnt Right ?
If It Were Me , I'd Be Real Devastated !
Overall I Enjoyed My Day Today .
And That Rapunzel Went Back To Her Own Dimension . =)

So Today , Gotta Wake Up Early .
So That I Wont Be Late For SG Champs .
Which Will Be Startin At 4pm .
Im Born Ready ! Hahahaha ~
Just Gonna Go Allout Uhh For The Comp .
Whoever's Down , See Ya If I See Ya !
Peaceeeeeeee ~

Labels: alloutbboy, comfy, misses, ready

2:16 am

Friday, June 19, 2009

Random Post

Hey , Lets Update On My Essential Element .
Essential Element = Personal Life = Love

So Recently , Ive Been Helpin Quite A Number Of People .
Its Been 8 Months Plus That Ive Been The Hitch .
And Im Loving Every Single Moment Of It .
I Just Love To Help .
I Dont Know Why , Its Good To Be Of Good Help .
Sometimes , I Dont Care If I Cant Help Myself First Before Helpin Others ,
But You Know , They Always Say That Its Important To Help Our
Ownself First .
Hey , I Dont Believe In That .
I Rather Carry The Burden , I Rather Sacrifice My Time And Life ,
Just To Help Whoever Thats In Doubt Or Hardships .

Now , Questions Have Been Asked ,
Why Are U The Hitch ?
Well , The Answer ,
For Me , Love Comes , Then Goes .
God Has Proven 90% Of This Scenario Most Of The Time .
Since Day One I Knew About Love Till Now ,
A Failure I Was , Every time .
A Stupid , Blur , Gullible , Naive , Unattractive , Fat Guy Who Loses In The End .
So I Ask Myself , Why Should I Care ? Why Should I Help Myself ?
When Theres Nothing I Can Do About .
Thats Why , Im Fate .
I Accept Whatever Things That Occur In My Life And What
God Brings My Way , Just Accept It Cause I Feel Thankful
That I At Least Get To Live In This World .

Thats Why I Help Soo Much .
I Wanna Show God That I Appreciate All These And What I Have .
Cause I Dont See Why Negativity Should Exist When All U Need Is Positivity .
I Can See A Tremendous Amount Of Negativity , And Its Rather Unbalanced ,
This World , Can Change , If We Just Enlighten Ourselves .
Seeing A Smile , Always Help Those Around You .
Cause Seeing One Smile , Can Make Millions Smile .
Of Course , What Would Life Be Without Negativity Right ?
Everything Will Be Too Perfect , Thats Why Things Are Neutral .

I Had Felt , The Many Different Tastes Of Love .
At Times I Feel Good About It And Hope Nothing Goes Wrong ,
Guess I Spoke Too Soon , Bad Things Occur Soon Enough .
But I Have To Admit , Im Not Perfect .
And At Times , I May Have Done Mistakes ,
But I Recover Just As Fast To Make The Whole Situation Subside ,
And Be Back Smooth Sailing Again .
But I Just Dont Get It . What Am I Doing Wrong ?
So Wrong Till I Have To Accept This Kind Of Fate ?
A "Love Come Then Go" Thing For The Rest Of My Life ?

If I Have To , Then So Be It .
I Make Sure , Before The Day I Die ,
I Can Get To Travel The Whole World !
And Give The Best Help I Can !
Even If My Help Might Seem Small , I Hope It Made A Great Big Impact !
So That At Least , Some May Recognize My Name Before I Die .
Wanna Be Known , As The Weird Big Guy Who Has The Heart Of Gold .

By Now Most Of U Think That This Is Nonsensical .
But Hey , I Have My Own Fantasies And All .
And I Believe In Them .
So What If You Think Im Crazy ? I Myself Know Better .

Current Situation ,
Im Scared , I Fear That History Will Repeat Itself .
But I Just Know , Somehow , Maybe It Wont .
Cause Everything Felt Right .
Never Have I Felt This Way Before ,
Never Have I Been Feared Like This ,
This Is The First Time .
I Forget The World , Because I See The "World"
Its Unique , Different From What I Encountered Before .
Comfort Level As High As The Clouds . Hmmm ...
Maybe I Shouldnt Elaborate More , Fat Hopes , Fate ,
U Can Just , Dream On I Guess ..

Yeah ,
So , This Is Me , Im Fate ,
The Guy , Who Fails In Hearts ,
But Will Always Succeed For Others ..
Bein The Hitch For Life ?
I Dont Mind At All .

Need Help Anyone ?
At Ur Service , 24/7 ,
=)

Labels: dreams, fantasies, love, the hitch

2:32 am

Thursday, June 18, 2009

The Usual .....................
Normal Day Today .
Woke Up ,
Went For A Jog ,
Ate Lunch ,

Around 6 Plus Went Over To Boon Lay Dome .
Had A Break Prac With Predicx .
We Straightened Out Our Routines And All .
Funky Nutz Were There ,
So Were FGI .
Allout , Left One More Day ,
No Matter What ,
We Reppin Hard On Sat Yeah !!
SG CHAMPS .
HEEREN .
4 pm .
Whoever's There , See U Guys Ayteeeee ?

Well ..........
What Else Is There To Be Said ?
Hmmmm ~
Believe In Ur Beliefs , Doubt Ur Doubts ,
Bein Urself Is A First Step To Be A Better Self Of Urs ,
What Dont Break A Man , Makes A Man ,

"Love is the mirror reflecting the purity and sincerity of two hearts..."
I'll Prove It All .

Labels: heavenly touch, hungry, mixed emotions, time

11:38 pm

Reminisce Wu Like Deja Vu ~

I Had A Great Day Today .
I Woke Up Late Today As I Had A Dream .
Woahhhh , Unbelievable , Its Been A While Since I Had One .
And It Was A Blissful One .
What A Way To Appreciate The Earth =)

So Today Had A Break Session Over At RP .
Everyone Felt Hyped Up Ahh ,
But The Only Fucked Up Thing Is That ,
There Wasnt Any Speakers .
Yo ONEROC , Where The Hell Are U At B ?
At Least Leave Us A Message Or Somethin B ,
Dont Get Us Fucked Up , U Know That Better Ayteee .

After Break Session I Walked The Road To Zion .
I Finally Found The Solution To My Doubts .
And I Finally Expressed My Honest Expressions .
I Am Feeling Contented Now .
Plus , Im Sooooo Happy ~
Its Been A Long Time Since I Felt That Thing .
The Touch Of It Penetrates Through My Skin ,
Like A Love Cell From Heaven Wantin To Flow Thru My Bloodstreams
And Resulting A Circulatory Flow Of Love .
That Different Aura I Felt .
And I Knew It Was . =)

Can I Cut My Crap Now ? Haha .

Well What Else Should Be Said ?
Preparations For SG Champs ? On The Go ..........
Besides That ,

If You Dont Know , Now You Know , Kneegrow !!!
Peaceeeeeeeee ~

Labels: exhausted, hungry, loves, misses

2:12 am

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

So How U Earth Livin Sapiens Been ?
Got Back From Malaysia Yesterday .
Well , I Would Love To Share The Whole Experience Of The Trip .
But Theres Too Much To Be Said !
I Scared That I Might Leave Out Somethings ,
Whih I Dont Want To ,
Cause It Was Fantastic !
Haha , Had A Blast Over There .
Mad Love To Malaysia For Holdin Out FLOOR COMBAT .
And To Radikal Forze For Clinchin The Title .
Peace To The Zulu Nation !

Well Now That Im Back ,
Feel Like Havin A Full Week Rest But ,
Come To Think Of It ,
SG CHAMPS This Sat Sia !
WTH , No Slacking For Me Uhh .
Allout Breakin From Today Till Friday .
No Waste Of Time , Get It On .

Woahhhhhhhh ~!
Im Soo Relieved !
Finally , Got To See The Rapunzel From Another Dimension !
Niceyyy Niceeeeeeee ~
=)

I Have A Lot To Say Actually .
But Seems That I Cant Get The Words And Sentences Out From
My Mind , Mouth Even .
Hahaha , WTH ?
I Dont Know Whats Wrong Actually .
Hmmmm .
Mind Me .

You Know I Find It Real Weird And Stupid .
Ive Been Like ,
Helpin Out People With Problems And All That Stuff .
And Esp Love Problems .
Well , Its Just That , When It Comes To A Problem Or Situation
That I Face ,
I Cant And Am Unable To Handle It Properly ?
Its Like , I Can Help You , But Why Cant I Help Myself ?
This Kinda Thing Really Is Bothering Me Though .

"You'll Never Know What You Have Until Its Gone"
I Dont Ever Want This Saying To Happen .
Not Now , Not , Until Forever I Dont Want This To Occur .
Hmmm ..........

Yeay ! Transformers 2 Gonna Come Out Soon !
I Cant Wait To Catch It !
And Recently Ive Seen This Advertisement ,
I Think That Movie Is Called "I Love You Man"
I Wanna Catch It Too ! Cause Its Like Comedy .
I Love To Laugh . And Its Released Today .
Weeeeeeeee ! Maybe I Watchin It Alone ?
Crazyyyyy Boyyyyyy ~

Stay Healthy People ~

Labels: courage, faith, pasts and histories, wondering

1:44 am

Friday, June 12, 2009

Well I Just Cut My Hair ,
Hahaha ~
Dont Know Why I Had The Feel Of It .

So I'll Be Away Now .
Be Back On Monday !
Stay Healthy Ayte Alienic Pyramidal Minded Humans !
Be Yourself .
Got Any Probs Just Leave A Tag On My Tagboard .
Will Come Help U As Soon As I Reach Back To SG .

It Aint Safe No More !
Shaolin Monastery !
Peaceeeeeeeeeeee ~

Labels: alloutkid, excited, happy, misses, nervous, sad

6:11 pm

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Today in school , Mr Neo revised on chapter 6 7 8 9 .
Now that the WAD exam is over , time for ERP .
Ohh and yes syukur alhamdullilah i passed =)
So tomorrow will be the last day of school ,
Alongside a test before we officially end the day .

Yeahhhh , after school tomorrow ,
My turn to enjoy !
Going off to Malaysia , as i said in the previous post .
Gonna pack my things and make sure everything's set .
Make sure i dont forget any undergarments !!!

Nothing much happened today .
Oneroc came over to borrow my red dickies .
Then we both headed to J.E for a lil break session .
Doubledee with Rhyfresh were over there too .
So we break for the first hour and rested for the rest .
And yeah , finally , got to meet up with my Unidentical twin .
Feels good bro , u look good .
U look 100 times better than me , hahahaha ~
Anyway see u again soon ayte , motherfucker !!!

Final day w/o Persian Squirrel ,
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ~
Boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooored ,
Lots of daydreaming ~
Bla Bla Bla .............
Morphed to some crazy guy w/o a brain , hahaha , LOL .
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !! Help !!

Is it true ?
They say , dont always hold back everytime u want to say something ,
Cause u might never know ,
U may never get to say it at all , or ,
It might all be too late .
Still wondering , actually theres lots of things that ive been pondering about .
Well , too bad .
Only i myself know ,
And none of u will know .
=)

Labels: alloutkid, contented, crazy, infinitemisses, love

11:57 pm

Today , i had a very very very boring day againnnn in school .
My mates didnt turn up !
I was like , alone , with zul , plus yami and the gang .
Well , its alright , i was daydreaming throughout the day .
About something =) , plus another something =( .

Well , all of a sudden , today i was reminded of my grandma ,
Who had passed away this year in the month of February .
I miss her , before she left , she had been my most loved one .
I miss the times whereby i have to get things for her ,
Her voice especially , her sweet toned voice .
She'll always call me whenever she needed anything .
Grandma loved to watch the television .
And sometimes , she does get me to push her outside from her room ,
And we will watch the television together .
I miss her laughter , i miss her smile , i miss her vibrant face ,

Grandma , i hope that u are in somewhere peaceful ,
Whereby u can just relax and watch us all from afar ..
Whatever it is , i'll always pray , and ask god for forgiveness ,
Cause i have been quite a rascal towards u since i was small ,
And it was too late to apologize to u when u went away ..
I may be a selfish jerk in the past , but i assure u ,
I'll show u a side of myself that u havent seen before ,
I'll always spare some thoughts of u wherever i go ,
And of course , i'll Al-fatihah every time u cross my mind .
Amin ..

Soo , this friday until monday morning ,
I'll be away to KL for a competition .
FLOOR COMBAT .
So yeap , will be going off around 10pm plus this friday .
Ive been practising hard here , and im quite shagged .
So tomorrow is definitely a rest day for me . Hahaha !
Hmmm , my crewmates have not been feeling it these few practises .
Guys ! Cheer up ! Just rock whenever u walk bros , u feel me ?

Tomorrow , yet another school day , damn ~

Hmmm , day 2 w/o Persian Squirell ,
Boring boring and more boredom ...............
Talking to myself , to the walls , or even stuffed teddies ?
Breakin late at night to kill time ,
Rhyming to some beats , generatin ideas for some poetry ,
Watch television ,
Meditate in the middle of the room with some soothing songs .
Well , all i have been doin are my random weird habits , haha , ohh well =/

" I stretch my arms towards the sky like blades of tall grass,
The sun beat between my shoulders like carnaval drums.
I sat still in hopes that it would help my wings grow
So then I could really be fly.
And then she arrived.
Like daybreak inside a railway tunnel,
like the new moon,
like a diamond in the mines,
like high noon to a junker,
Sudden...
She made my heart beat in the now, now time signature,
her skin a canvas for ultra violet brush strokes.
She was the sun's painting,
she was a deep cogniac color,
her eyes sparkle like lights along the new city,
her lips purst as if her breath was too sweet and full for her mouth to hold.
I said:
"You are the beautiful distress of mathmatics,"
I said:
"For you, I will peel open the clouds like new fruit,
and give you lightning and thunder as a dowry,
I will make the sky shed all of it's stars like rain,
and I will cast the constellations across your waist,
and i will make the heavens your keep.
And they will be pleased to cover you,
they will be pleased to cover you,
May i please... cover you.. "

- By , Mos Def

Labels: abyss, confidence, daydreams, misses, possibilities

12:19 am

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Okay up there u can see Fantastic 4 !
Haha , macam paham .
Today's school was very boring !
We had nothing to do .
Since the exams are over ,
Eh like that just give us holidays ah ! Damn it !
Not fair ! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~

So i was facebooking , and i took a quiz ,
Called "how gay are you?"
I was definitely confident ah to get below 50% .
But WTH !!!??? I got 65% sia !
Sooo not trueee ! Im not gay alright !!!
Hahaha , jialat sia , im straight ......

Today after school took bus with weena to RP .
Had breakin session ,
Ash predicx and oneroc were down .
All of them didnt feel that mood for breakin today .
So we went back quite early .
And here i am . So bored , tmr sch .
Sigh ~

So day 1 w/o Persian squirrel ,
No fun ..........
No best ...............
Very silent ................
Night lonely ......................
=/

Labels: hungry, lullaby, Miss

12:02 am

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY DONE !
LOL , haha , what a relief .
Actually i can say that the paper was easy .
Only the thing was , it was quite tricky uhhh ...
But , i hope i did great uhhh .
Ohhhh man , but holidays arent here for me yet =(

This is gonna be the last week of school sia .
Supposedly after yesterday's exam , its the holidays ardy .
Well that was what i thought uhh ,
But im wrong , hehehe =P

So after the exams yesterday ,
I went to "bed" and "dreamt" about a wonderful fairytale .
With this princess ,
In the "dream" we went to explore all places ,
Had many fun and laughter ,
We can even laugh when we're just lookin at each other ,
We sat by the seaside and just talked about life ,
We watched a virtual "state of play" .
And when things get crazy , we crap !

Unfortunately by the strike of 12am , the princess had to go home .
And the princess had to venture out to a faraway land for like how many days .
With that note , and not much being said ,
My "dream" made me come back to "reality"
=)

Okay !!! I cant wait for malaysia this friday till sunday .
Im going to represent hard for that competition !
Sooo that means for these days , im goin to prac hardcore !
Fcuk all u hoes !!!! Hahahaha ~

" I Came To Bring The Pain , Hardcore to the brain "

Labels: alloutbboy, freedom, love, Miss

11:48 am

Saturday, June 06, 2009

" By now u must be confused of this situation ,
Next comes heaven or hell after annihilation ,
If only one can surpass in paradise seven ,
I'll take the risk burnin in fire and all things unpleasant , "

Quick is how i flip from the tip to the lip ,
Ahhhhh , family went o malaysia today ,
They will be back by tomorrow .
Gahhh screw it uhh cause if it wasnt for my exam this mon ,
I'd be going !

Sooo not much of a day today .
Crewmates went for Rhythm And Poetry .
I was so tempted to go , but i did what i had to .
And thats to study for my exam .
So no worries .

Now im takin a break ,
And im hungry ! Gahhhhh ~

And yesterdays break session was nicey niceeee ~
I like ..........
Cause it was almost a full squad ,
Predicx wasnt there .
We went allout yesterday .
Had Seven 2 Smoke and i battled oneski .

And yeah RSC , i warn u all first ,
Shut the fcuk up and dont disturb me neggaz !!
U guys know , i know ayte ? Haha .
Keep it fckin down bros , chill ~

I had fun after that tooooo ......
Very niceeeee
Non stop communications and reality snaps ,
Laughing , story telling , allout havin fun ,
Ohhhh yea its african , hahahahahahaha
OBLONGATA !!

Labels: cloud 9, exhausted, happy, hungry

7:54 pm

Thursday, June 04, 2009

So need i say more of what im going through everyday in school ?
Hahaha ,
Its all the same routines everyday .
Today's schoolday was normal and average as usual .

After school ,
Nazz decided to go to Jurong Point .
So i agreed , cause i wanted to help him out with something =)

We met at about 7 plus ,
Then we went off to jurong point ,
First to Pizza Hut , not for pizzas , but instead ,
Someone whom he wanted to see , or should i say , LIKE .
Haha , but too bad she wasnt there , hmmm .
Dont worry bro , i'll definitely help u next time round kay ?

Then me and him crapped around and walked around .
So what do u get when u have me and nazz together ?
FOOD HUNTERS .
When it comes to food , WE THE KINGZ ! Hahaha .
Me and nazz bought 2 prata hotdogs at this fav shop of mine ,
Which i dont know and cant remember the name of the shop .
Then , we decided to chill and talk .
Well basically its about life , personal things , and everything ah .
Haha ,

While talking , i saw Predicx along with FGI !
Haha , cock ah he ! Gundu !
U gonna get it from me next prac !

And guess who we bumped into ?
MY MUM ! Hahaha , i was shocked ,
LOL , mama , u always blur as always !
Just like meeee ! Hehehehe .

Well , i took a walk at lakepark alone ,
And now , im at home ,
Sigh , tired ~

Reminiscing Over You , My God ! - Pete Rock & CL Smooth

Someone's going away =/

See u when i see u niggaz !
BTW , this is Nazz The Buzzzzz

Labels: drained brain, earths, exams

10:38 pm

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

Woooaahhhh Today Was Very Exhausting !!!
I Had No Idea Why .
As For Mr Neo's Class ,
Nazz Or Akif Heard That Neo Didnt Come For A Long Time
Because He Had SWINE FLU , LOL ~
I Thought It Was A Joke At First ,
And I Still Think It Is ?
Then What La , They All Say , Better Be Safe Than Sorry ,
So We All Went Home . LOL ~

Ahhhh Man ,
Revision Sucks ,
WAD Is A Pain In The Ass .
But If Could Just Focus , I Think i Can Do It Uhhh .
My Mind Is Distracted Somehow =)

Tomorrow Yet Again School From 1 to 5 .
I Wonder Why Friday We Have To Come School ?
Cause Usually , They Will Let Us Stay At Home To Study ,
Haiya , But Now , Still Have To Come .
And I Have To Wake Up Early This Friday ,
I Hate It ...........

Yesterday , Had A Bad Breaking Day Too .
I Ripped A Big Hole In My Pants !!
Hahaha , They All Find It Amusing ,
But I Was Moody Uhh As I Cant Break ,
Cause There Were People Around ,
Who Might See The Big Hole .
And Whats Inside It , LOL ~!!!!!

Someone did laughed toooooo !
Happily laughing away and away ,
Like only ah ? Gundu .
Wait till one day it happen to u ,
Then my turn laugh kay ? HAHAHA ~
And Yes , 36 Times ,
What A Record Setter . =)

" Shorty I'm there for you anytime you need me
For real girl, it's me in your world, believe me
Nuttin make a man feel better than a woman
Queen with a crown that be down for whatever
There are few things that's forever, my lady
We can make war or make babies "

By Method Man -

Labels: crazy, happy, sky high, zion

7:44 pm

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

Yet again another draggy day in school today ~
The usual routine im gonna expect this week ,
REVISION REVISION REVISION .
And yes , they irritatingly postponed the exam to next monday .
I just wanted to get it done and over with .
Sigh ~

So i cant wait for my holidays !!
A number of events comin up .
Floor combat , 3 v 3 which will be at malaysia ,
Joinin with abg wan and my man biggie 9di .
Thats wassup ! hahahahaha ~

SG champs ? Well , its really confusing .
Maybe most probably with predicx on this one .
So yeap ,
B where u at ? U ready man ?
See u soon at prac bro .

Rhythm and poetry ?
DEFINITELY going .
Show wats real scene about , and thats the objective .
=)
They did say they wanted bboys to show a cypher .
So why not right ? Hahaha .

Ohhh yes , today in school ,
They released survey forms about graduation night for BIT course .
And a party is gonna be held , COOL OR WHAT ! Haha .
But then , i was sabotaged , there were questions like ,
Pick ur classmate who is a dancer or wateevr for entertainment ,
Choose suitable emcees for the event ,
Guess what ?
Most of my classmates wrote my name down for everything sia !
ALLOUT ! Haiyaaaaa ~ Hahahaha

My day ended simply with a smile ,
Woahhh phoephy sure can talk alot =P
Will wait for the day , when u will have nothing to say ,
Hahahaha ,
This cute cat is quite kecoh ~ =)

Well , i must revise now , damn it .
Im soooo terrified for the exam .
Shitttttt ~

" I'll have you weak in the knees that you could hardly speak
Or we could do like Uncle L and swing an ep in my jeep
Keep it in the down, yo, we keep it discrete
See, I'm not the type to kid to have my biz in the streets "

By Q-tip , A Tribe Called Quest -

Labels: exams, miss-terious addiction, smiles

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