U Dunt Need Stars From Above , They're Already In U , So Take Ur Time To Shine .


Dear blog , its 1am .
I had my usual rottin routine today at home .
I didnt feel so good today , in fact , for the past two days too .
My body's a bit warm , and i have a headache .
Well , papa's not cumin home today , he'll be coming home tomorrow .
So , when mama came back , she decided to bring me and mia to dinner .
Then we headed to JP . Sat to dine at Delifrance .

I ate baked rice , it was deliche ! And of course ,
I had to be the rubbish bin as mama and mia cudnt finish their food -___-
Haha , i was bloated okay !
Suddenly terror strikes as i assumed this sauce to be mayonaise BUT ,
IT WAS WASABE ! WAT THE FUCK !
I felt like throwin up seriously , haha , it ruined everything .
When we finished , we took a taxi home .

Was supposed to meet munchkins to get that cuppycakes she bought for me .
But didnt meet her cox i didnt feel well .
SORRY BABY !
I miss her so much okay !
And saturdays her birthday , EHEMZ (insert very big smiley)
Well thats it .
Dear blog , im off to sleep .

Fate_`

(waste ur mistakes but dun waste ur money)

Fantasy .


Dear blog ,
Today was nuting special . Was rotting at home all day .
I miss my baby munchcakes dearly . How i wish i can meet her .
I woke up at about 2 in the afternoon .
I think i slept again and woke up at about 3.30pm . Thats when i panicked .
I was suppose t o apply for my JPSAE .
So i hurried to my comp and switched it on .
I went to the website and quickly applied to wats needed .
I had to do a brief description to as why i like that course .
And also a portfolio of myself and my talents .
I quickly typed in whatever achievements ive achieved .
I finished it all just in the nick of time . 4pm sharp .
Now im hoping that the results will be sumtin special . I hope .
I've been longing to meet EG too . Long tyme didnt break with them .
Most probably i can make it this friday .
I shall go now dear blog .

Fate_`

(Can Fantasy Turn Out To Be Real ?)

WAR WITH THE "CICAK" AKA "LIZARD"


LOL ! Good morning yet again readers .
I havent sleep since my previous post .
U noe why ? It was ruined by this stupid lizard ,
Which had to pop out of nowhere as i switched off the lights except the TV .
Luckily a bit of light shone to the irritatin creature . WTF ! It was 2.30 am .
Duhh ! I waged war with it for like 3 hours ! Now its 5.30am !
And i cannot sleep ! Stupid lizard !

Let me tell u the story .
First when i saw it , i quickly switched on the lights .
Then i wanted to grab anitin as i wanted to hit that stupid lizard .
But i changed plan cox i knew there was nutin to hit it with .
So with my STUPIDITY , i threw powder at it ,
Cox i tot it wud blind its eyes , LOL ! HAHA !
Then when it ran to the curtains , thats when i start to freak out .
In my mind was like , "If i sleep now , its sure gonna be around me still!"
Then i had to react fast . I quickly went down to take insect spray watever u call it .
I sprayed at every corners of the windows and curtains too .
AND IT WAS SMELLY ! HAHA ! But i didnt care .
So i waited , waited and waited . Until .

KA-CHING ! There it was dropped on the floor and froze for a moment .
HAHA ! MY PLAN WORKED ! IT DID SLIP AND FALL IF I SPRAY AT THE CORNERS .
So i quickly went all out and spray nonstop to lizard as it moved ! Haha !
And yeah ! It was like in a pool of repellant ! But i didnt care ! HAHA !
I was like ASTALABISTAHBAYBEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Since it was 5.30 am , i knew kakak(my maid) was awake ,
I asked her to come up and swept the lizrd off the floor and threw it .
THE END ! AND I WON THE WAR ! HAHAHA !
LOL . This is a random post actually .

JUST WANT U ALL TO KNOW HOW ITS LIKE TO DEAL WITH LIZARDS !
HAHAHA !
Well , i'll try to sleep . Mornin People !
And today goin out with munchcakes for ONE YEAR ANNI !
I LOVE U SO MUCH ! =D
Take care readers .

Fate_`5.45am

(Miracle , miracle , please happen ?)

FAILURE .


Hey well first of all , i would like to apologize .
To all whom i didnt reply to ur messages and calls .
Lets just say i dunt even wanna talk about it okay .
Just look at this post's title and theres ur answer , crystal ?

Things are gettin out of hand .
Lost my future in Poly .
Lost my hopes for my ambitions .
And i feel so regretful that i didnt work hard and put extra effort for O's .
But wats done , is done . U cant turn back time .
U have to follow the new born path that is available to u .
Im holdin on very tight here .
I will never repeat this mistake of mine again .
Ive let my parents down . Even if they never show their sad or dissapointed faces ,
Deep inside , i know they actually are . Im sorry .
Im so sorry that ive let u both down .
Guess now , both of u look up to MIRA more than me .
Its okay , i understand that , its my mistake anyway .

I shall pursue , throughout this life of mine ,
To find new paths and ways to success ,
To establish a good bond between me and wat im doing ,
Connect my feelings to wat i really wanna learn about ,
And really have that confidence and die hard determination to fight .
I will prove whoever is lookin down on me now .
I will prove , that i can and will be able to succeed .
I will prove u wrong .

Next journey , next chapter ,
Flipping this page cox its all over ,
Miracles between stars and crescents ,
Please bubble urself out like effervescence ,
Connect my souls like phone calls conference ,
I'll be waitin for that miracle's descendance ..

Lets hope the result slips i will send ,
Come back with sumting astonishing .
Please , one miracle . One chance to prove my parents wrong ?

Fate_`
(Happy One Year Anni Baby Boo ! I Love U So Much Boo ! May We Last Long <3)

Judgement Day .


Hello fellow people .
Well , i had a fantabulous day today .
With my baby munchcakes !
And still , i miss her so much !
Our anni cumin up this friday ont he 25th =D .
Its gonna be a special day to celebrate our 1 year together .
I love u so much munchcakes !
Just wanna let u noe , no one can capture and replace my heart , except for u only .
And ur birthday also cumin ! Hehe !
2nd Feb ! Weee ! Surprises gonna come in tau , hehehe =D .

Well , tomorro's the results for the GCE O'levels .
I mean today lah since its 1 am .
Well , ive not been myself cox i fear of my own results .
Well , i feel so hopeless and so not confident .
Cox only half my efforts wont make me pass the papers u noe .
Well , theres nutin to regret , wats done is done .
All i can do now is hope and pray for the best .
I hope i make mum and dad and everyone i noe proud .
I'll try . Im just not feeling it .
Well . Lets see wat happens today .
I'll update soon .

To All O'Level Candidates ,
ALL THE BEST FOR UR RESULTS !
BE STRONG NO MATTER WAT HAPPENS !

PS : I Love And Miss Baby Munchcakes Alot !

Fate_`

(Please , im hopin for a miracle , please ?)

TANG DYNASTY .


Hello people .
Today , will be going to Tang Dynasty to explore .
Due to randomness of RSC , we all decided to chill there .
HAHA LOL . Will be meeting them at 11pm later .
Update for today , went to Ngee Ann Poly open house just now .
Well , that school is great . Speechless actually .
Went there with Syaz and Yaya . Haha , As usual , kecoh la tu .
Then we all went to grab some food . Talk crap and all .
Well , results next week , well , all i can do is hope and pray for the best .
Even though i put in only half me efforts for the papers , i still will pray hard .
Well , i know im gonna fail anyway . But wth . Its all FATE .
Do take care readers .

Fate_`

(do u noe wats fate?)

RSC ANTHEM . (By Serenade)

I'm rollin in naw, with the best naw
Top of the tops, anytime they be poppin'
Swag while they rockin', blaze when they breakin'
You ain't got no clue, how high we be flyin'
Like an ANGEL, we be blessin',
PREDICX-tions made, they aint never mistaken
ONE slip of your tongue, your FATE be changin'
Your CHIPX be burning, you CATs don't know
With who you be messin', So shush now
Let me SERENADE you with this ZYMPHANY,
While I tell you YKIDs tryin hard to be E-IN,
Tryna be a CAMOU ARTIST, but they DOUBLE of DEE blueprint
They tryna stay low like SMURF on the tv
But when they hear me, they go green with envy
Like SHREK in the movie,
FAQUEs tryin hard but they'll never be one of we.

Hahaha ! Isnt it dope and fresh ? Nicely done SARA !
Well , not to forget ur definition for BRA ! HAHA !
Ur my bra , closest to my heart and always supports me ! LOL !
HAHAHA !
Well , a phenomenol thing just happened .
ZYM SAID YA ALLAH ! HAHAHA ! RANDOM SIA SARA !
She was the one who told me that . Haha . But its still unbelieveable .
Okay i had enough of random stuffs . =DD

Today i went to munchcakes house ! Hehe .
OMG ! SHE COOKS VERY GOOD !
SO DELICIOUS ! IM CRAVING FOR MORE !
Woo boy , her rendang was fantastic ! I didnt noe she cud cook . =D
I Love Her So Much ! And i can imagine when we're married .
HAHA ! LOL ! She'll be like cooking and cooking everyday ! =D
NO VEGGIES PLEASE !
Haha ! A lil bit will do . =D .
I Missh U Munchcakes ! Hmmm .
Just wanna let u noe , I'LL ALWAYS LOVE U SO MUCH !
And i dun ever wanna lose u again ! =(
Well , guess thats all ?
Upcumin performances are here .
Money cumin in baby ! YEAH ! Hahaha .
Just chill first . To RSC .
CREW MEETIN TIS SATURDAY !
MAKE SURE YALL COME !

Okay till then , peaces .
FATE_`

(Groove Coverage)

ORIGINAL SIN (My Verse)

Original sinner, you’re the fake serial killer,

You fail to kill hip-hop and u made me look like a winner,

You talk good knowledge as if it’s all a fierce thriller,

Ur fake! I bet u dun even know who’s Masta Killa!

He’ll be saying no said date, no said date,

In case you don’t know me then I’ll demonstrate Fate!

After your speech of lies you’ll be running away,

So scared so terrified cause you know you’re just a piece of cake!

Bad mouths keep mumbling please mind your own business,

Why do haters like ya’ll keep intruding our happiness?

U know ya’ll so irritating like diseases so contagious,

How I wish ya’ll didn’t exist like that monster called Lochness!

The father of hip-hop is Kool Herc let this be knowledge for u sinner,

Back then he played music around the city with his dope lowrider!

He created this culture; he tried to be everyone’s brother,

He even lured afrika bambaataa and now they’re the godfathers!

Serenade and Faque !!!!
Is this okay ????
Do tag okayy !!!!
Take Care People !!!!

HEHEHEHEHEHE .

Hey there good afternoon everyone .
Well , im just gonna tell u wats in stored for today .
Munchcakes gonna reach my house any minute now !
Cant wait how she behaves here ! HAHA .
Cox me and her bringin my lil sis mira out .
So she must come here first . HAHA ! CANT WAIT .

Then later gonna be a triple date !
WEEEEE ~
Me and My Baybehh Leena .
Oneski and Serenade .
Predicx and Syasya .

Hee ! Thats all !
Gonna update soon !
Have a nice day !
Take care !

(mama said knock u out!)

who knew this day turned out so fine ,
now im at muhh baby's crib writing lines ,
she asked for it and i'll prove it definitely ,
shes even watching as i type this constantly ,
dun say im a pussy and i dun dare to dared ,
i be writing these rhymes until its hard for u to bear ,
we watched AVP2 together with ur parents ,
the love was there and it was ouhh so apparent ,
before that taking 2 neoprints in a row havin fun ,
talking so much crap when waiting for the printin to be done !
haha shes the best baby and shes so chubby ,
she understands me a lot and she always make me happy ,
yes of course sumtymes we hav a bad weather ,
but we'll blow it away easily just like blowin feather !
yes hunnie dun ever say i'll go to another ,
cox be thankful i have my promises and of course each other =DD

Leena: I WANT IT TO BE LONG!
Please do a new one.. =D

it was the year 2005 on 12 september ,
it was our first love and we wish it las forever ,
girl ur my heart ur my soul ur my everythang ,
u gave me gifts and it all meant sumthang !
u were there when i was always in need ,
girl u even make me feel good when im sick ,
girl our love was so solid like brickz ,
i didnt even lok at the bodies when there were hot chickx ,
i was faithful enough honest enough loyal enough ,
and girl when we fell mentally i was tough enough ,
to carry us above the wall i make sure we look tall ,
and if we were racin other couples i make sure they crawl !
girl i love u too much and i cant let u go ,
even though i say i let u go please dun follow the flow ,
i love you too much leena , and i shudda let u noe ,
please girl i love you , dun let me go ,

Leena: HAHAHHAHAHAHHHAAHAHA!
I LOVE YOU PUMPKIN!

Hmmm .

Im really2 sorry .
Im sorry for watever ive done wrong .
U noe i love u so much .
Haiz .
Just that , sumtymes wat u post is exactly for me .
And its obvious and true sumtymes .
Thats why . Hmmm .
I love u so much . Please stop thinkin too much .
Even though ur friends best friends special friends are there for u ,
U can still share with me if u want ? That is if u want . Hmm .
Just to let u noe , no ones ruining and interfering our relationship okay .
Ur just thinking too much , i only help people .
Not fall for them .
I only have u my sweetest only one .
Im sorry again .

I Love And Miss U So Much !
Hugs And Kisses .
Haiz . =( .

READ SINCERELY AND UNDERSTAND .
IF UR LAZY DUN READ COX U WUN EVEN UNDERSTAND .


I strived to discover my life , i found it , and i call myself FATE ,
I accept things and help people in need but mostly u people think im fake ,
But the fact is , im not , im just bringin a yellow emotion to your life ,
Im the one who saved u when u were on the cliffs above water tryna dive !
Yeah yeah u think im lying sayin that i cant swim ,
Believe me i wud've done that , i'll sacrifice , just like a bright light not dim ,
Listen people this life is a maze filled with puzzling columns ,
If i get lost , i'll find a way to the other side havin season of Autumns !
Aint that peaceful ? Its filled with lush evergreenies ,
The colour is so striking just light bright green dickies !
So fresh to death , it'll give u better health , im just ready to delve ,
Into the unkowns gettin lost and wishin i had never left ,
That heavenly place of mine called home sittin there not alone ,
But with my family listenin to dope songs from aceyalone !
Damn my family aint no ordinary , we live hip hop ,
Maybe they dun show it but we dare to die for hip hop !
Im a borned bboy on the 25th of october durin the year 1990 ,
Not sayin that im not thankful , but i wish to be born with RockSteady !
Daymn u mofos noe that crew ? They're dope !
But not forgettin kool herc he's the father of hiphop with lotsa hope ,
To create this culture to be everyones brother ,
He lured Afrika Bambaataa and now they're the godfather !
So i'll stop my hip hop knowledge and talk about myself ,
Im like arrangin my thoughts in my brain just like arrangin books on the shelves ,
Insane in the brain insane in the membrane ,
Its so tough on me i cant take it sumtymes i feel lame ,
Cox i feel that my job of lendin evrybody my hands not workin out ,
Yes some appreciate , but some others sell me out ?
Moody gloomy happy horny crazy and even ecstatic ,
These are some feelings i can help with and im not egoistic !
Well wat the hell i cant do anytin time will tell ,
I feel so useless its like there i am in the dark hole i fell ,
Im feelin so frightened the most important thing in my life i failed to do ,
Well i'll give u a clue it can make u nervous n its not breathing u noe who ?
Wrong ! It's the O'level papers and i admit i'll fail and that hurts !
So stop it with the "u'll pass u'll pass dun worry be happy "
U dunt noe wat ur dealin with how bout u try it first ??
Cox its impossible to succeed for i had only put out half my efforts !
Im sorry mom and dad i noe u support me and im contented ,
But on your other side its like i made u feel disappointed !
I dun want that and i want u both to knoe that ,
I'll strive my best even though i cant reverse my mistake back ,
Well wat can i say ? Im sincerely sorry , to you both and to the people i know ,
I apologize for the times ur in dark and i cant make a light glow ,
So this is me FATE acceptin wat life brings and all these made me wake up ,
Sadly i have to accept my TWIST OF FATE , straight up .

There , i have successfully let things out !
Accept for now ,
I need munchcakes ! I miisss u hunnie !
=(

FATE_`

(im sorry for all my wrong doings . 3.30am .)

When u boys talk much this is wat happens ,
We'll smoke u guys and i warned , dun say that i didnt !
That beef we had was settled months ago ,
Back then we were like family we were followin the flow ,
And here u are , talkin more shit ,
We keep it cool cox we noe we're too legit !
Not like u guys who had to blah this and blah that ,
Be logic and look urselves in the mirror yall are crap !
Daymn im so satisfied by the way we battled ,
We were in control and u guys look like ur whole world crumbled !
Haha thats all i cud do is laugh and laugh aimlessly ,
When we went round for round we took it effortlessly !
No doubt RSC is so hyped up goin for more than 20 rounds ,
We shamed ur face and make u fellas look like clowns !
Let this be a lesson to u guys u gotta LEARN more knowledge ,
If u want , i cud state it all just in one page !
Learn it , remember it , keep it in ur mind for long ,
Bboy means break boys , dancin to the breaks of the records of a song !

Haha ! Thats one shit rhymes huh ?
Well , today was great , had a battle with wanderous .
Or was it bella rockafellas ? Nvm .
Well , we were so hyped up .
Before the battle we talked for a while about wats goin on and stuff .

Then when it was all set and done , we battled .
Daymn , they were like so un-hyped while we were jumpin around !
Everyone was outta control and we did have fun .
The main beef was between zym isnaidi , and akid .
Well , im proud of zym , is , ykid , cat and angel .
They were doin far better than expected .

After all that commotion , had sessions with freakzy nuts !
It was great ! Dem guys are simply fun to be with .
And they can break really well . Much respect .
Guys ! Where ya at ?! Session soon ayte ! Haha .

Well after that i went home with munchcakes .
Mama and abah bought for me tulang ! Hehe , then i went home .
I ate alot sia ! Beef kway teow , plus the tahu goreng , plus the tulang !
All finished in half an hour ! Hahaha ! Daymn .
This is wat happens when u dunt eat . =D

Awww i miss my munchcakes , tomoro will be goin out with her !
Shes the best ! She understands me well lah .
Shes everything that a guy wud want !
I'd be stupid to let her go , hehe , I Love You Munchcakes !
And i cant wait for our 1 year anniversary =)
Okay then till here , i shud sleep .
Slip tite everyone , peaces .

FATE_`

(hahaha i told yall before , so shut and behave !)

Im back in this life and im feelin so blessed ,
Im even ready for my patience to be test ,
So obstacles come all u want and scare me ,
Big or small i'll overcome u and u cant deny me ,
Another new year leavin the old year rot ,
New clothes replace old ones that i previously bought ,
Truth and honesty is wat i expect in this year ,
Acceptance is the key and it'll make minds clear ,
Mine for yours and yours for mine ,
Wat im talking about is that bright light shine ,
When im in dark please lend me ur light ,
When ur in dark i make sure u can sleep tight at night ,
I'll try my best to help everyone who is in doubt ,
I'll muster evryting i got and im sure gonna go all out ,
I'll extinguish ur probs and bring a good weather ,
I'll make it look easy just like blowing feather ,
I hope 2008 will be great and i'll be counting dates ,
Wat am i saying ? daymn things gonna be superb , enough said ..

So far im loving 2008 !
Everythings goin smoothly ..
But im just worried though ..
Cox results gonna come out soon ? Damn ..
Im so scared .. But i have to calm myself down ..
Chill a bit .. And i hope munchcakes gonna have fun in ITE ..
Wish u all the best kay hunnie ? Im always here for u ..
And i'll always love u ..
Well dear readers , thats all i have to say ..
Sleep well ..

FATE_`

(Remember the past , Understand the present , Plan d Future)