Well i got to admit ive done a lot of wrong in 2007 ..
Haiz .. Im just not making everyone happy ..
Im always making them sad and all ..
Im really sorry to all of those people who feel this way ..
Im also afraid for my o level results ..
I noe i put only half my effort for it .. Haiz ..
And becox of that , im gonna disappoint my parents ..
I cant do anyting ryte cant i ? Haiz ..
Well .. Im really sorry .. All of a sudden i feel myself fallin down deeply into the sad hole ..
And i lost a lot of hope ..
Im sorry to all my crewmates too .. And esp one and mahmud , everyone lah .. Haiz ..
Im a wack bboy and i feel like i dun belong with u all ..
Im sorry i let u all down ..
Im sorry munchcakes cox ive been harsh on u lately ..
I thought if i be harsh , it will change sumting , and even in future , our problems will lessen ..
But i guess i'll stop it cox i find it stupid .. And i find myself stupid too ..
Well , if u dun like me and dun accept me , its fine okay ? Understand ..
As for me , when the clock strikes 12 and 2008 is born ,
I will definitely change again ..
May everyone have a new year and may u all succeed in everything u do ..
Before i go , i wud like to say i really love my nuramamlina bte mislan ..
Ur the love of my life ..
And im willing to do anything for u ..
Im really sorry for all my wrong doings ..
Sorry if i didnt make u happy all the time ..
Im sorry if i cant be there for u when u expect me to be there ..
But just wanna let u noe ,
No matter how far we are ,
No matter how much we argue ,
No matter how busy i am ,
I will always try to be there for u by ur side ..
And this i promise u ..
I love and miss u so much hunnie .. And i always will ..

Take care everyone ..
Fate_`

(2008 please come soon)

This is why im hot ,
This is why im hot ,
I didnt change to new gear just to show u clothes that i bought ,

That is why im fly ,
Im going sky high ,
Girls dump me all they want cox u can never make me cry ,

This is why im blessed ,
With the obstacles there to test ,
I wun sit back and rest ,
This is why , This is why , This is why im hot !

I dun need no fools , to fight ,
When they see me pimpin through the hood evrynite ,
I gotta lot of money , to share ,
I be throwin a whole lot of em and show that i care ,
And dun u take advantage !
Those who do and talk shit will be thrown into carnage .
Im still the same old fate tryin new moves i create ,
And when u need sumtin dun expect me to be the bait !

This is why u shud run ,
Im not tryna have fun ,
Dun try to fake a moon when im already ur sun ,

This is why im not fake ,
My lifes not a piece of cake ,
When i get angry this whole world gonna feel the earhtquake ,

This is why u shud think ,
Im not givin u any hints ,
I be smoking ur ass the minute ur eyes blink !
This is why this is why sumtymes im not hot !

HAHA ! Lols To This ! Nutin Better To Do !
This Is Why Im Hot Song My Version ! HAHA
Off To Breakfast With Family , 8.00am .
GOOD MORNING PEOPLE !

Hey there people .
Well , ive been weak this few days .
I dunt know why .
Maybe its bcox of all the practices and bboyin .
And gosh the 31st comp is nearing and yet i haven practice with dee .
I wonder where is he ? B2 !! Where are u ?! Haha .

Well , all i do is sleep sleep sleep .
I gotta change my routine back .
My sleep cycle is like , sleep in the day , active at night !
And thats totally wrong ! Haha !
And now im stayin awake until tomoro .
Then sleep tomoro night , and i hope i turn back to normal soon .

Hmm , 2008 coming huh ? Its like so fast .
Well , wat im hopin for is ,
Those who fight , please la dun be childish , say sorry and start anew .
No use fighting and backstabbing !
Second thing is i hope i be on form for bboyin for the whole year ! Yeah !
Third thing , hope i be successful in everyting i do !
Fourth , hope i get a good result , as long as i dun fail .
Well , i noe im gonna fail anyway , haiz , im sorry mom and dad .
Fifth , i hope i'll last long with my baby munchcakes .
Of course there will be ups and downs , but i'll stick to u no matter wat .
And i'll always love u darling !
And lastly , i wish all my family frends and all those people i noe ,
A very good health and all the best for ur future endeavours .

Well , guess thats it !
And time to play sum Digimon World 4 Baby ! HAHA !
Im so in love with the game !
Take care and sleep well people !

Fate_`

Hey wassup readers .
Just came back from a wonderful day .
First things first , went to boon lay dome .
To meet RSC , GF , Strada , RD and Freakzy Nuts .

After that we all went to Plaza Singapura together .
Had a briefing , testing all the tracks in the CDs and all .
Then we went to eat and GF , RD and Strada did a last practise .
Well , suddenly poof poof it was tyme to perform .

THE PERFOMANCES WERE GREAT LAR !
Eventhough the song cocked up when GF , RD and Strada performed ,
We all instead shouted the song for them ! HAHA !
What a crowd we were .

Then came STREET BLOODZ !
Dope OGs in the house ! Respect !

After that , FALIQ THE FRESH ! Hahaha .
And some other 2 guys i forgot who were they .
Faliq's voice is nice yaww ! And i can say he is multi-talented !
DAYMN ! Muche respect ! FALIQ THE FRESH !

Then it was FREAKZY NUTS turn .
So me , dee and predicx followed them to the stage .
And when they started rappin , we start breakin ! HAHA !
It was nice to be performin with them .
And their dance peace , DOPE AS HELL !
Woohoo , hope to meet u soon again guys !
Havin u guys around is truly great and fun .

AWWW MAN THEN IT WAS DA FAM !
And plus RAMONA and another girl .
SHIT ! THEY WERE SERIOUSLY DOPE !
They got the crowd hype ! LALALALALALA !
It was truly one hell of a rap performance .
We were all in front of the stage supportin and all .
Daymn ! Wanna see DA FAM perform again !
Where ya guys at ?? MAD RESPECT .

Well then the day ended , true love was shown to hip hop today .
I LOVE IT .
And to all haters ! HIP HOP IS NOT DEAD MOFOS !

We all then went to esplanade first .
Me and Dee met with EG .
We have a comp on the 31st .
Me and Dee will be joinin so yeah . We are the BANANA DUO ! Haha .
Then after all that we went home .
Coincidently , i met up with kiki and hasif otw home .
Long tyme never see them and had a good chat .

Well , munchcakes got me worried when she off her hp .
Im sorie never reply ur msgs cox i was busy performin and supportin .
Im so sorie hunnie i really am .
And i so MISS YOU A LOT AND LOADS !
Hmph . Well , i hope u have fun tomoro with ur frends at Sentosa .
Do take care and I LOVE U SO MUCH MUNCHCAKES !

Well , i'll update soon .
Take care .
Peaces !
_Fate`

(HIP HOP NEVER DIES HATERS FUCK OFF !)

Hey wassup yall hope yall are doin fine .
Well these few days i have been very2 tired and weak .
Hehs i dun noe why .
31st theres another 2v2 comp .
And i guess im joining with Doubledee .

Well tomoro gonna be practisin again at boonlay dome .
Maybe and i hope at night got time cox wanna celebrate 11th anni with Munchcakes .
And for sure im gonna practice hard .
Dun wanna disappoint anyone .
And im gonna rep it hard .
But im feeling wack though . Hmm .
Well i miss munchcakes !

Hmm well im beat , maybe i'll say some last words .

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE .
HAPPY 11th ANNI BABY MUNCHCAKES .
AND HIP HOP NEVER DIE !

Pebbles , those boys who shouted at u , "hip hop is dead" ,
FUCK THEM MOFOS !
TO ALL WHO HATE HIP HOP ! FUCK U !
AND THIS IS FOR YALL !
If hip hop is dead , all those people in this hip hop culture ,
WILL ALL DIE TOGETHER .

So open ur eyes bigger mofos !
Peaces aye .

_Fate`

MY MEMORABLE 16th B'DAY AND 9 MONTH ANNI CAKE ! =D


Thats My BABY MUNCHCAKES !
Hehehe , I Love Her So Much !
Had A Great Day With Her Yesterday .
Walking Walking And Even Catch A Movie .
Then We Wandered Around , Talk Crap ! Hehe .
And We Did Talk Alot . About Certain Things .
From The Past To The Present !
It Was Nice La Actually Cox Didnt Met Her For So Long .
Cox Im Busy With Bboyin , But She Understands . Hehe .
Well , I'll Update Soon Okay ?
BABY ! When's The Next Outing ? Hehe .
I LOVE AND MISS U SO MUCH !
Hugs And Kissies ! =D

(im on cloud nine ! )

Woah this past 2 days have been a food fest for me !
Hahaha , since Hari Raya Haji cumin up .
Damn i think im gettin fat ! Haha !
Its ayte cox i burn fats easily . =D

Well well well , next week is the 3 day performance .
I still haven figured out yet on wat song to use .
But yall noe me especially RSC . I come up with things so easily !
Zip zap cut copy and paste , and the whole songs done ! Haha .

Hmmm , i still have not gone over this prob .
The prob is , these 3 people , 2 boys A and B , one girl C .
B likes C . Well , B unfortunately "sent" a mistake .
And its gonna lead to sumting "special" between B and C to stop .
Then along came A to rescue B . Cox they're bestfriends .
So A said to C that he was the one who sent all that .
And with a blink of an eye , B and C continued on well .
But A is pissed as to wat C said . And that really hurts him .
But wat the fuck , A is used to it already . So he let it be .
Cox its unexpected , A didnt knoe C's that kind of girl .
And A is definitely glad !

Yall can forget this stupid story if u want to .
Cox its meaningless !
So i wud like to deliver this msg to everyone .
Sumtimes its a blessing for good things to happen !
But its not good having good things to happen when fucking a person whos not done wrong !
So before yall wanna be angry and get mad at sumbody , THINK !
Cox in the end , u might never noe if ur gettin the bad guy , and in the end losing the great guy .
And wat i typed above , "sape nak terase , raselah , cox if its not u , Shame On You !"
And this might even be someone else and not u .
But im a kind soul , u apologized ardy , and i said okay . So FULLSTOP .


Gosh i need muhh baby munch2 most ryte now .
I hope to meet u soon darling .
I LOVE U DEAR I REALLY DO !


HATERS !
I'll smoke ur ass if u do shit on me !
If u hate or dislike , SAY IT TO MUHH FACE NIGGS !
Sorry if this post is kinda harsh , i apologize .
Im done yall PEACES !

_Fate'

(Dun let anybody stab yo back ! Be alert enough to think !)

Sup ! Dee At Sleepin Over At My House Tonite .
Gotta Do Alot Of Stuffs Includin Performance Music .
Haiyo , Gotta Step The Pedal To The Medal .
We Gonna Get That 3000 Buckx Aye !

Well , Workin My Ass Off .
Can I Share Sumtin ?
If U Lie For Good ,
Does Takin Sumone's Mistake And Makin It Urs Wrong ?
Well , Of Course That Someone Will Be Happy .
And Obviously Ur Not Gonna Happy .
Well Thats Fine By Me . Hehs . Used To It .

So , Those People Who Anihow Scold Me Without Knowin Anithang ,
SCREW UU !!!!!!
Haters , F OFF NIGGSSSS !

AND I MISS MY MUNCHKINS ! =)

Peace Yall !
FATE

(ill smoke u if u do shit on me !)

Aye People Im So Obsessed With Alvin And The Chipmunks ! Haha .
Well , And Of Course Also With My Beloved Leena .
But Now Im Obsessed With The Chipmunks A Bit More Than U ! =P
SORRIE HUNNIE ! Hehe , U Noe I Love You .

Well , This Time , For Myself Im Takin My Bboyin Up To The Next Level .
So , Dun Ask Me Why And Wat , Cox U'll See .
I'll Follow Wat My Fellow Crewmates Said To Me .
And Definitely My Senior Bboy Nasser ,
"IF UR NOT SWEATIN HARD , UR NOT PRACTISING HARD !"
He Passed This To Me When He Got This As A Knowledge Said By Bboy Remind .

And We Had An RSC Crew Meeting Just Now .
Wow , We Talked Alot .
Cant Remember Though .
But The Main Thing Is , They Promised They're Gonna Rep RSC Hard !
And Thats Great , My Disappointment Went Away .
Well , Guys , Do Us Proud , I Mean Me , One And Dee .
Cox One's Ardy RF , Me And Dee EG .
So We'll Be A Bit Busy . But Do Rmember RSC !
Dun Spoil Or Bring Down The This Crew I Created !
Dun Disappoint Me Guys I Trust U .

Rhythmic Stylez Crew ~
Bboy FATE ( Reppin Enemy Ground )
Bboy ONESKI ( Reppin Lion City Rawkus And Radikal Forze )
Bboy DOUBLEDEE ( Reppin Enemy Ground )
Bboy YKID
Bboy C.A
Bboy ZYM
Bboy PREDICX
Bboy CHIPX
Bboy ANGEL
Bboy SMURF
Bboy ELFIE
Bboy ISNAIDI (Soon To Be)
Bgirl CAT (The Only Bgirl And Will Be ONLY Only , Haha )

Peace . RSC Since 2006 !

(Ouuh Girl Im So In Love With U ! =) )

Hey ! Well , Step It Up Was A Blast .
Well , The Event Was Dope As Ever .
Malaysian Bboys Were There .
So There Were 6 Teams , 4 From SG And 2 From Malaysia .
Well , Enemy Ground Didnt Make It When We Battled Floor Addicts .
But To Me , We Wud've Smoke Em If We Planned Properly .

Well , It Was Kinda Disappointin Nite For Me Yesterday .
As I Felt That I Let The Whole EG Down . Im Sorie Guys .
Well , Maybe Im Not Good Enough .
Sumtimes I Even Feel That I Have No Right To Be In EG . Haiz .
Well , Im A Wack Bboy .

But Words That Came From Nasser My Senior In EG Kinda Keep My Hopes Up .
Well , I Will Follow Wat He Said .
Practice Hard And Make Every Second Count .
If Ur Not Sweating Hard , That Means Ur Not Practicing Hard !
Well , Judgin From That Sentence , Hell Yea U Noe That Im Serious In Bboyin !

Hmmm , Well , Wat Else Did I Forget To Mention ? Hmmm .
Ouuh Ya , Sleptover At Dian's House And It Was Great .
With Isnaidi , Zym , Dee , Ismul And Cat .
Before That We Watched Alvin And The Chipmunks ! Hehe !
It Was Hilarious , Trust Me . U Shud Watch It ! =D

Well , Zimah And Lynn Surprised Me Before Step It Up Started !
GGRRRRR ! They Say They Dun Wan And Cannot Come .
End Up , They Hid Behind The Wall , Then Dian Said Follow Her .
Suddenly Boo ! Hehe , There They Were .
Well , Nuting Much , Thanks Guys . =)

Guess Thats All .
I'll Update Soon .
Take Care Fellow Friends .

(So Confused , The Hardest Part Of All Was Not Knowing Which Path To Choose .)

Hey , well , wat can i say , wat happened to me was fated ..
Yeah it might be bad , but im glad , cox walking alone ,
And havin the time of ur life to get home is so great ..
I just got back , from practice at esplanade ..
And hell yeah i went back alone .. Kinda pissed ..
But nvm im glad aniway .. Heres the story ..

When i entered city hall mrt , they announced ,
No more trains to Boon Lay .. Damn ..
So i decided to take the last train to J.E instead ..
And WTF , all of a sudden when im in the train ,
It was announced that it was goin to terminate at Kranji !
WTF ! FUCK SINGAPORE ! Cibai sia u say last train to J.E
THEN GO J.E LA KNN !

From there i decided .. To walk home from Kranji ..
If i cud go home from J.E to lakeside ,
Then why cant i walk home from Kranji to Lakeside ryte ? Hmmm ..
And i did .. Well , lots of stuffs happen , and i mean ALOT ..
And dun wanna tok about it .. Esp when i first walk at that route
Of the war cemetery .. Cibeyy sia .. Haiya ..
Cibeyy and it took me 4 hours to reach home !
Exactly the same duration as when im goin to Malaysia by car !
Imagine That ! I Had To Like , Walk , Walk Fast , Stop , Jog , Then Run , THEN SPRINT !
U All Noe Why La Ryte ? HAIYA !
DUN WANNA TALK ABOUT TONITE !

Like wth , at least im safe at home now .. Well ..
Not in a mood though .. Haiz ..
The mood to destroy , well guess wat ,
I think i destroyed myself ..

FATE _ 5.30 Am .

I have 2 friends and they are bgirl pebbles and hype ,
They are so dope i dun even noe how to type and describe ,
The way they are with their own dance and flava ,
They be reppin it so hard give credits cox their from ghetto flava !
But wat u see aint wat u get ,
U mess with them and im sure u gonna regret ,
They'll be burning every single move and step u bust ,
I give u just 5 minutes cox i knoe u wun last !
Besides dance life they are also good companions ,
They can even cheer me up if i cry nonstop using onions !
Bgirl hype shes there with the big smile and unique laughter ,
When she laughs she'll be drivin me nuts and then i have to visit the doctor ,
Bgirl pebbles shes there so cheeky and with the listening ear ,
Wat she says are sumtimes inspiring and even keep me out of my fear ,
Im glad to have them by my side and im sure am thankful ,
Ouuh damn not to forget cookie monster i am sorie i was so forgetful !
Having u 3 is wat sumtimes makes me happy ,
But at times , i sit alone in my room , feeling crappy ,
Cox wat im feelin now is so weird and undescribable ,
I can even fall asleep while typing on this dear table .

Hehe , Hope U Liked It Guys ! Sleep Well !
With Love ,
FATE 5.15 AM

Number 1

Everything Doesnt Feel Ryte .. Everythings So Different ..
I Dun Knoe Why ? Hmmm ..
Im Sorie , Its My Fault For Havin U Again When Im Not Aware Of Wats
Gonna Happen .. Im Sorie Again , I Really Am ..
But We Will Always Be Frends Ryte ? Hmmm ..

Number 2

I Am Really Thankful To Have U As My Friend ..
U Help Me Out , U Even Give Me Advices Me When Im In Doubt ..
I Really Appreciate U .. I Really Do ..
But Sumhow , This Weird Feeling I Feel Keeps Growin Stronger ..
And I Dun Knoe Why ? I Dun Wanna Ruin Frendships ..
I Am Really Sorie , I Didnt Mean To Intrude Ur Current Processin Of
Love With Him ? Haiz I Really Dun Noe , Am I In Love ?

I Truly Am Sorie .. Hmmm .. Well .. I Dunno Wats Wrong With Me U Knoe ..
And And , I Feel So Different Like Its Not Me ..
IM CONFUSED WITH MY OWNSELF , Wats Happening ?? Haiz ..
I Think I Might Need A While To Find Myself Back ..
Hmmm , Step It Up , One Day Away ..
Im Ready ! FOCUS FATE !
EG CAME TO DESTROY !

Peace !
(Sumone Please Tell Me Why? )

Yes yes yall this feelin im feelin is so ecstatic ,
I be like singing the song "Apologize" by One Republic ,
I got my lover back and this will end all the sleepless nights ,
Though im happy , deep inside i know sumtings not right ,
When ur gone i had a friend who was my bestfriend's crush ,
Shes a dancer and she cud dance like that dance crew Lush ,

Yes of course i had small feelings for her ,
But i just wanted to be her friend and im not a pimp-er ,
Cox i knew if we were to be close my bestfriend will hate me ,
He'll even not be by my side breakin all the way constantly ,
So yeah thats it and i even tried to back off ,
I succeeded so now im steadily gonna pop off ,

And here i am with my life back with my lover ,
Im gonna pray hard that we will last forever ,
Yes im happy but im puzzled cox sumtins not ryte ,
Deep inside i feel like two worlds collide ,
But nevermind heres my story and im sure gonna wonder ,
If deep inside , wat i felt not ryte , is still that dancer .

HAIZ ..

WONDERWOMAN CAME AND SAVED ME ! =)



<3
Fate

Im like a poser doin this stupid manoeuvres ,
I slip and fall and ended up being hopeless ,
This 2 lines im talkin about are my mistakes ,
Maybe i did it once twice and i always count those dates ,
A stupid prank turn out to be real ,
I just wanted to noe truly how did u feel ,
About me deep inside u were truly my only one no doubt ,
Knowin these all happened makes me wanna shout ,
Losing u wud be the last thing i wud ever ask for ,
I want our love to be known like celebs on a worldtour ,
But i guess this all ended and my chances of gettin u back are 50:50 ,
If i have high hopes i'll wait for u till i grow to the age of 60 !
Now guess i'll give in since u have a close friend ,
Dun want history to repeat like how we end ,
Im now tryin so hard to move on and be happy ,
If i do move on , that doesnt mean i dun love u dun be crappy ,
Here i am , havin sleepless nights and all i do is bboy ,
At times i even watch movies alone eating 'chips ahoy'
I dun mind bein alone cox im used to it ,
U can even come to me face to face and call me weird ,
I need to boost myself up and be more confident ,
If i never change , things i want will never happen !
Here i am puttin on a fake smile when actually deep inside im sinking ,
Will a wonderwoman come and save me so i can stop thinking ?
Be my oxygen make me breathe ur sweet scent ,
Well i'll try to love but obviously deep inside , i cant .

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over


ITS NOT OVER 

Hey miss ur the only one person whom i dun dare to diss ,
U made people go "ooooh weeee" and u made my life a bliss ,
If u were mine i'll make ur day with a big hug and a tender kiss ,
Look at my daily schedule dun be shock cox seein u is the first on the list ,
Yea of course u dun knoe me but i knoe u definitely ,
Ur the girl who always bought waffles at prima deli ,
And when u got ur chocolate waffle u smiled so cute and u looked happy ,
In fact ur even more gorgeous than Jennifer Connelly ,
Sumtimes i be like followin u from behind ,
Wonderin where ya headed and i even dont mind ,
If ur goin sumwhere far , i dun care cox as long as theres u its fine ,
Sumtimes its hard for me to ask u out to dine ,
Cox ur like one pretty lady while im just an average boy ,
I fear if we talk u be treatin me like a toy ,
U can treat me like a toy cox it works for im a bboy ,
U can toss me around and make myself a pro just like Bboy Moy ,
Have u heard of him ? Hes dope and hes from the crew havikoro ,
Im sure u dont knoe him but im sure u noe Zoro ,
Yeah hes good lookin and talented definitely a good hero ,
How i wish i was like him , then i can save myself tomoro ,
Cox i can look good and attract u with my charm ,
Dun be shock i came with peace and i mean no harm ,
Ouuh man i must be dreamin please pinch my arm ,
Girls like u are not ma thang but i rather krump ,
Yes yes girls need boys , boys need girls and this world needs love ,
U noe how i feel that ? I shower in the tub usin the soap dove ,
Then i can feel love even though i dun have a girl ,
Cox i feel so fly like im in heaven above .

This Post Is RANDOM .
Nutin better to do , haha , 4.40 am .
All the best to Rhythmic Ghetto Ground Ayte .
Dun Hold Back Guys .
Sleep Tite People , FATE .

STEP IT UP is nearing .
Had an EG crew meeting 2 days ago .
Officially , Mahmud said ,

"This time EG didnt come to win , we come to DESTROY"

And yes we all will rep it hard .
Me and Dee pumped up for it and will do our best .
And that promise to Yogi , I will fulfill it !
I COME TO DESTROY !

Peace , FATE
Rhythmic Stylez Crew
Enemy Ground Crew

Syugah in the past we took the time to noe each other ,
Then after a while the distance between us grew further ,
I always thought of u but dun noe if u thought of me ,
I noe its kinda stupid so i forget it cox i wanna be free ,
And now ur back in my life with a love so different ,
Ouuh dun deny cox i noe we noe that this love is so apparent ,
Then we grew closer day by day ,
Ur hugs ur touch just makes the feeling of miss go away ,
When we're with each other we were so self-centered ,
Those comments compliments people gave us were not even bothered ,
Till now i read a certain sumone's so called diary ,
And wow its obvious and i noe , cox its self-explanatory ,
And now im down and i feel so puzzled ,
I dun even noe wat to do its like my whole life crumbled ,
Syugah i knoe its not bout anyone else cox its all about us ,
The thing is that im sittin here alone not knowin who to trust .

Zimah , I hope u like it .
And pull urself together kay .
Everythings gonna be alright . =)
Fate_`

My life wud never be the same if there was no sister ,
Then i wud never noe how its like to be a brother ,
Thankful enough i have u to be there by my side ,
And when i was 12 and u were 6 , we always go to playgrounds playin the slide ,
But slide along side , when u grew older u start to be irritating ,
U keep bugging me even when im locked it the toilet showering !
Ur lucky im not the brother who is stereotypical ,
Instead im the brother who always made ur life look tropical ,
Every minute , second , hour or even infinitus ive never regret ,
Havin u as my sister is one thing i wud never ever forget ,
All of these are fated to happen and its all credited to mom and dad ,
Cox if it was not for them , i think we're in heaven lookin down to earth so sad ,
I love u my sister and this love is better than loving tuna ,
Glad to have my name Herrizal and urs Mira Azunah !

SIS HOPE U LIKE THIS =)
NOW U OWE ME ONE .
I LOVE U KID !
BUT UR STILL DUMB .

Ur Only Brother ,
HERRIZAL , AKA FATE .

Hey dear readers , well , its 6.27pm .
Today , everyone's at home includin my cuzzies and all .
Haha , we talked about a whole lotta things .
Had loads of laughter goin on and it was great .
Then played UNO with my sis and cuzzins .
Well i hate it cox LOST most of the times ! Haha .
But nvm .

Well as u noe , been down again lately .
Haiz , just dun understand . But i wun say it anymore .
But i'll say this again ,
Say watever u want okay .
Well , thats it .

Hehe , Lynn , glad u like the poem .
So stay strong ayte ! I noe u are !
Enjoy ur life okay dun let distractions bring u down .
And to my zimah and one ,
Evry problems have their solutions .
So hope u too can work it out kay .

Well , now i shall enjoy with my family , pak long , and my cuzzies !
We're goin out for the dinner after maghrib .
Well , at least i can have fun . Hehe .
Till then , this is fate , sayin ,
"All the best in everything u do everyone "

One Love , Fate .

Boy i dun understand why all of these must turn out this way ,
Knowing all the times when we had fun together everyday ,
We were so happy even though at times we fought ,
Cox ur gifts were always with me and u were always in my thought ,
We were approximately 9 months in together ,
We thought this thing we had wud last forever ,
But no , guess wat we predicted and wanted didnt happen ,
Then u drifted away and broke up wit me all of a sudden ,
U told me u dun like to be controlled or even demanded ,
Im sorie i did that and how i wish that didnt occured ,
But i guess its too late cox i see u moved on ,
With another girl and i bet u both have sumtin goin on ,
I see the reason to be sad but i noe im strong ,
And i will forget u and live my life prolong !
Cox im just a teenager and im just sixteen ,
Maybe we see each other one day sayin "How've U Been?"
Well now ive moved on and guys are after me ,
I noe im not ready but i just let it be ,
Eventhough im free and im now single ,
I prefer to be me and enjoy , cox im not ready to mingle ,
Didnt knoe this life was so great and also confusing ,
Cox at times i cant deny to u tat i keep crying ,
No i didnt show that and for sure u dun noe that ,
Cox i noe uve moved on and we cant love back ,
So this is me enjoyin life and not rmemberin wat happened before ,
Well , now , surprisingly , i have to deal with four .

DONE

I noe its hard , that kinda situations really hard ..
But dun let it bring u down friend , cox its u who make ur decisions ..
So be strong ! And enjoy life to the fullest =)
Friends are far better than relationships ..
I dunno wat happened but tis is a rough idea i got ..
Im sorie if it hurts or anytin , but just lettin u noe that ,
Always be strong and fates always here for u friend . =)
All the best in evryting u do friend .

Till then , 4.50 am .
Sincerely , FATE .

Dee ! If Ur Readin , Hear This Bro !
Pull Urself Together Bro ! U Can Do It !
Bro , This Is Life , U Shud Accept It .
Dun Let Anyting Bring U Down Bro !
Im Here For U Bro ! Always Will !
So Please , Dun Cut Off Ur Handphone Line Or Watever .
Cox Its Useless Bro , All U Have To Do Now .
Is Accept The Fact , And Continue Being U .
Continue Everyting U Have Now , Cherish It .
Urs Truly ,
Fate_