Friday, December 18, 2009
Hi , my name is Herrizal .
I was borned in the year 1991 on the 25th of october .
Back then i lived through a very blissful yet devastating childhood .
I was a hot tempered boy .
I was aggressive , big boy with the big fucked up attitude .
Greedy , violent , and the bully . Fear was not in my dictionary .
To the slightest of things , i could burst out in anger .
I was fat , white , had small eyes , or what most people called me ,
A japanese sumo wrestler .
I had no much friends .
I had some .
And those were the ones who were patient .
Tolerated with my attitude .
I respect them for that .
Because i'm not that kind of boy whereby you'd be very happy with .
I want to things to go my way . EVERYTIME .
I grew , into my teenage years .
I'm 18 now .
I've changed . I'm the opposite of who i am in the past .
Now , it's like somehow , im too very very nice .
I love to help people .
And i'd sacrifice alot just to help , be it for someone i know ,
Or for a stranger .
I might be unattractive , but i sure do admit i have a good heart .
I have good intentions , and everything i do comes with
Tremendous sincerity .
As life passed me by , i realized .
Too many people have been taking advantage of me .
Maybe , just maybe .
I have been patient for too long , or forever .
People have this so called limits .
Doesnt mean a person who has been patient everytime
Doesnt have any rage , grudges or wraths inside him/her ,
They do indeed .
And once the limit has been surpassed ,
Things will definitely turn out ugly .
" You just stirred up hell "
Its a thing or two when people ASSUME .
Not bothering to find out about what happened .
Instead just hearing the stories from one party ,
And not hear it from the other one .
Is it fair that way ?
Hell NO .
If you people wanna keep assuming , be my guess .
Assuming ,
Makes an ASS out of U and ME ~
Let me repeat ,
I have been patient .
You only need one word for me to blow up right now .
So i suggest you think THRICE right now before approaching me .
YOU
ALL
ALL OF YOU HAVE NO IDEA .
Who you're messing with .
In these 18 years of mine .
I have been patient , and im now disappointed .
Cause im just 18 , and already i wannd burst out my potential anger .
I couldve done this when im old
And just burst and have a heart attack after that and DIE .
So whoever i still am angry with .
I'LL HAUNT YOU .
You fcuking burn IN HELL .
I'll DRAG YOU .
ONCE AGAIN .
This post is posted BECAUSE I AM FCUKING ANGRY NOW .
Actually i was since yesterday .
I slept , hoping that today i will feel better .
BUT NO .
YOU HAVE NO FCUKING IDEA .
I am stirred up ,
AND OHH BOY .
You want ruckus that much RIGHT .
RUCKUS IS COMING TO YOU .
I fcuking REPEAT .
I AM FCUKING ANGRY
AND NO ONE CAN CALM THIS BEAST DOWN .
RUN ALONG IF YOU KNOW WHATS BEST FOR YOU .
" I now know that peace was never a word to say ,
Cause one day someone will distrupt that peace ,
And release a beast from within you ,
I now realize ,
That peace , can only be said ,
Once you are laid to Rest . In . Peace "
P.S : I'll be away for quite some time.
4:02 pm
