Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Every time i lay on my bed , trying to put myself to sleep ,
I have this crazy sets of thoughts .
Like how i may not be the only one who wants to travel ,
Everybody wants to ,
But i really am dying to ,
If i did have the chance ,
I'll scale through the heights of many mountains ,
Run through the mainlands of lush evergreens ,
Dive down the oceans and touching life in a different climate ,
I'll capture myself among beds of flowers ,
Run wild with the animals , joining a stampede(though i'd be killed) ,
Image myself among the popular icons of architecture located around the world ,
Meet new people , people of different skin colors , races , and languages ,
Help those who are in need , aiding the poor , uplifting those in hardships ,
I would do wonders more than these if i had the chance to travel .
Will i ever encounter success ?
Is success a word which motivates yourself to be hardworking and persevere
To get what you always wanted or what you've been aiming for ?
Is life worth fighting for , when you're not at a standard state .
The disability and that disadvantage that certain people have ,
What does it feel like ? Does it feel like you want to give up ?
Would you rather see the world beyond ?
What does it feel like living in a continent whereby
Bombs are the alarm clocks in every morning ,
Rifles are the so called 'raindrops' occurring each monsoon season ,
Screams of agony are the voices or lullaby that they hear when they get to sleep at night ..
Torture , slavery , fighting for rights and freedom ,
Fighting for NOTHING .
Why is this happening ?
Where are we all going in this life of ours ?
No matter if we are all in good or bad situations ,
Are we all doing this correctly ?
Are we all living in false pretenses and false reality ?
If so , why isnt there anyone to correct us ?
Why must it always be GOD who gives us fate ,
Situations , to make us realize that we are wrong at times .
And that we should cherish what we do not see we have all along .
Why do some fight for what is not right ?
And knowing that the consequences are unbearable .
I do not understand .
Not only me .
Everyone in this world does not understand .
Some live happily not thinking about whats next ,
But there are some who live happily , but still have the time
To think of whats next .
Whats worth living life for when you are always in the wrong when u are doing right things ?
Always getting to know things last , getting blamed for what you did not do .
Always facing negativity for such long periods of time .
And no sense of goodluck near to life .
Always praying and hoping things around would be fine , blessed with good health .
But still , having the negativity thrown straight to the face .
Is GOD just testing us ?
Doing all the right things and yet still having the bad thrown at you ?
When is the breakthrough of all good occurring ?
When do these kind of people get their happy ending ?
Or are there no happy endings for us ?
What is love ?
Love is a sweet destruction that breaks a whole heart in the end .
Memorable but despicable when ended .
Should we or should we not give up ?
They say love makes the world go round .
But all i see is many different worlds of million types of couples .
We are all in a different world .
Some dont have the chance to love .
Everybody deserves a chance , but why are we not given one ?
Why must the goodlooking destroy the hearts of many ,
Then those with the broken pieces dont give a chance to the new upcoming ones .
Why ?
Why does it go that way ?
If you have good assets , use it wisely and correctly ,
Be thankful that you have it , and not use it for your own advantage .
Every human wants love ,
But some , just are willing to give more love than come certain others ,
Who are not appreciating what they have ..
Nobody dies a virgin ,
Cause in the end ,
LIFE FUCKS US ALL .
All i can do now is to ,
Live life to the fullest , no matter what happens cause ,
When i was born , everyone around me was smiling and i was crying ,
And so , if i die , let everyone around me cry ,
And i , will be smiling .
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