Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Hey diablog !
Wow , new post , and i dont know where to start .
Well lets start off with my birthday ! Hehe .
It was all a surprise !
No wonder most of my friends were acting weird that time .
LOL .
All of them "pakat pakat" sia .
Haha .
I was like , whats wrong sia with all of u ?
Especially to my family members . Haha .
But i am truly blessed with that surprise party . Seriously ,
I didnt expect anything .
Thank you all of you for the surprise !
And to those who wished me on facebook ,
Messages or whatever .
A BIG THANK YOU ALL OF YOU !
You guys made my 18th a good one . Hehe .
After my surprise party we headed to C.A's party !
Yo !
It was the bomb ! Haha .
Had games , food , lucky draw and dancing !
We cyphered , and i had a birthday battle .
Everything was tight !
Thanks C.A ! You the man my man , hahaha .
Happy 23rd b ~
That saturday was the best saturday ever !
Once again though im repeating ,
Thank you friends , families , crew !
And and i got a new buddy !
His name is , Domokun A.K.A , Guagahahaga !
Hahahaha , the best buddy ever ! LOL ~
Okay im done , hehe , what else is there to post ?
Im not so sure , now i am at a state of blankness !
To those taking their O'levels ,
GO GO GO ! YOU GUYS CAN DO IT !
Fate has faith in everyone of you ! Hehe .
Especially on a tinkerbell , LOL =D
Okay okay , i should try sleep now ,
Havin my napfa test tmr .
Damn !
No worries ! Ive been working out !
And lost 7 kg in 3 days , *wink wink*
LOL !
Peacey peacey ........
Labels: people who bring you up and break you down
2:27 am
Friday, October 23, 2009
Living as a dull star for years,
Never release ray of light ever,
Losing hope drowned with soul,
Shall say goodbye to tomorrow.
Ascent of sun makes changes,
Affecting others like a ranger,
Strength of it's power never known,
Until it break a single ice stone.
Dead turned to the Sirius,
Raise the warmth of the Everest,
Shadowed itself at corona,
Absorbing it's light at a corner.
Moving nonstop in the space,
Neglected star that off the pace,
Star's galaxy witnesses entirety,
Bright sun sealed by obscurity.
Labels: here comes the day i first learnt to cry
1:25 am
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Our bodies are given life from the midst of nothingness.
Existing where there is nothing is the meaning of the phrase,
"form is emptiness."
That all things are provided for by nothingness is the meaning of the phrase,
"Emptiness is form."
One should not think that these are two separate things.
Existing where there is nothing is the meaning of the phrase,
"form is emptiness."
That all things are provided for by nothingness is the meaning of the phrase,
"Emptiness is form."
One should not think that these are two separate things.
Life at its best ,
Stranger , its not that i dont care about what you've said .
I just don't bother .
You know what , yeah so what if its true that i'm nothing .
So what if i'm facing negativity most of the time .
So what if i'm dumb .
At least i am strong enough to know all these ,
And at the same time , stand strong no matter what happens .
Or as a matter of fact , no matter what other people say or think .
I will always be me .
I am thankful for who i am .
And what i am .
I might be in the shadows ,
But its in the shadows that i shine ,
If you dont know what i mean , think harder .
I believe in karma .
What goes around , comes around ,
And you'll be spinning in circles ,
Simply makin a fool of yourself .
Tsk .
Dude ,
no one knows the DAMAGE i can really do .
Youve tried me , mentally , still you fail .
Reveal yourself .
Approach me , i'll be nice if you are nice .
If you are not ,
Let me reconsider ,
See if you can escape from me .
=)
So lets forget about this shall we guys and girls ?
So today , i had my CMPB medical checkup .
Hooooharrr !
It was fun , haha , didnt expect my day to turn out this way .
Everything turned out great .
Am feeling weak though now .
I didnt get enough rest .
Look at the time now , 4.20am .
Still not asleep , and school's at 10am later .
Damn .
Well , i will try get some shut eye .
Sandman , please put me to sleep ?
P.S : What do you call a very blur fairy ? =)
Labels: seriously, you really would not want to know
4:09 am
Thursday, October 15, 2009
To stranger From FateFirstly ,
I would like to thank you for everything that you said to me .
I take this all as a compliment because it makes me stronger .
The reason i didnt replied you was because ,
I had better things to do than to entertain you .
Anyways , you told me not to say a word on the phone .
What ? So you're tellin me you have amnesia ?
I did not tell my friends to stand up for me .
But lucky me , i have good friends unlike you .
If you call me hopeless and a fake ,
I dont see any reason why my friends still stood up for me . (thank you friends)
As long as you're happy doing what u are doing now ,
Then im fine with it .
Well what can i say ,
Everythings FATEd .
Thank you , my lovely friends who have stood up for me .
I really appreciate what you have done ,
But i think its better if we keep quiet and let the person say whatever he/she wants .
As long as he/she is happy , i am happy ..
Excuse for dying ,
Reason to live .
I believe that whatever happens ,
I have to accept it , cause whatever happens ,
Are all what god wants to make it happen .
Theres always a reason behind every occurance .
And logically , theres a reason why my name is , Fate .
2:03 am
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
"Words arent able to describe these boxes of feelings , emotions , expressions ,
Even a symphony couldnt relate a tune or a melodious wayfarer to his destination "
Even a symphony couldnt relate a tune or a melodious wayfarer to his destination "
So , school's restarted .
First two days at bore .
But it feels good being able to see my classmates again .
Though , i still feel stucked up cause my nocturnalism is still present .
I have no idea how to reverse this spell .
Anybody have an antidote ?
Hahaha ~ Damn ...
Its alright , i will figure out something , eventually .
WOW .
I dont know what to write about !
Im still DUMBSTRUCKED .
Hahaha .
Okayyy , well , i'll post a proper post soon ?
*wide smile*
Poem : Clearly Proven.
I do not blame men , for lost of trust to women ,
I blame boys being immature , to a female mind , it is proven
Everytime a female heart breaks , it deteriorates one male soul ,
Guys wake up , is this fair to those men who have no love at all ?
Good looking men , receive large amounts of interest , but do u receive it with sincerity ?
Unattractive men , receive none , but they are willing to give sincere love to those in need of true company ,
Therefore i say its a curse and good looking men are beautiful for the purpose of destruction ,
Look at the damage they did , Us from the invisible life are living in devastation ,
Not meaning to say we invisible shadows are desperate ,
But humans tend to wonder why things go the other way , and always inaccurate ,
Each and every cell in this world deserves true love ,
But look at what people do when they have power and control ,
Everything for personal satisfaction , like greed for gold ,
I do not blame men , for lost of trust to women ,
I blame boys being immature , this time , it is clearly proven .
Labels: muster, nervous, stutters
4:21 pm
Saturday, October 03, 2009
You see my eyes have been wide opened .
But its how i pay attention to every single thing in life .
Both reality , and fantasy .
Superficial , many might think that it is beyond belief .
But we should get our facts straight .
Theres more than meets the eye .
Life is also a computerized journal .
It tells a story .
Each of us hold certain attributes that we dont feel we have .
And again , beyond belief .
There are certain information thats ripped off from our lives .
Immediate chain reaction .
Once god foresees that we feel we have to discover something new ,
He takes that something away from us .
Back to square one .
If life is a reincarnation chain to rebuild the human mind ,
Think again .
Has reincarnation always been visible to our eyes ?
Do we always realize something happening , not until it really disappears for good ?
One Dimensional .
Two Dimensional .
Three Dimensional .
FOUR Dimensional .
Each dimensions , each with different beings .
Discover your being in this three dimensional world its ALREADY HARD .
How about trying to discover yourself in the other dimensions .
Cause they really do exist .
My eyes are wide opened .
PLUS ,
I have paid close attention .
Now ,
If i only knew how to pierce through seven skies ,
To get through the 8th level ,
But i dont , it is impossible , or it might be impossible .
I know most of the knowledges i learnt well .
But only one i havent even surpass the first barrier of that particular knowledge .
The truth hidden in lies ,
My eyes are wide opened ,
BUT ,
There are too much things that the eye cant focus on .
Labels: The Fourth Dimensional Chain
6:31 am
