Thursday, June 11, 2009
Today , i had a very very very boring day againnnn in school .
My mates didnt turn up !
I was like , alone , with zul , plus yami and the gang .
Well , its alright , i was daydreaming throughout the day .
About something =) , plus another something =( .
Well , all of a sudden , today i was reminded of my grandma ,
Who had passed away this year in the month of February .
I miss her , before she left , she had been my most loved one .
I miss the times whereby i have to get things for her ,
Her voice especially , her sweet toned voice .
She'll always call me whenever she needed anything .
Grandma loved to watch the television .
And sometimes , she does get me to push her outside from her room ,
And we will watch the television together .
I miss her laughter , i miss her smile , i miss her vibrant face ,
Grandma , i hope that u are in somewhere peaceful ,
Whereby u can just relax and watch us all from afar ..
Whatever it is , i'll always pray , and ask god for forgiveness ,
Cause i have been quite a rascal towards u since i was small ,
And it was too late to apologize to u when u went away ..
I may be a selfish jerk in the past , but i assure u ,
I'll show u a side of myself that u havent seen before ,
I'll always spare some thoughts of u wherever i go ,
And of course , i'll Al-fatihah every time u cross my mind .
Amin ..
Soo , this friday until monday morning ,
I'll be away to KL for a competition .
FLOOR COMBAT .
So yeap , will be going off around 10pm plus this friday .
Ive been practising hard here , and im quite shagged .
So tomorrow is definitely a rest day for me . Hahaha !
Hmmm , my crewmates have not been feeling it these few practises .
Guys ! Cheer up ! Just rock whenever u walk bros , u feel me ?
Tomorrow , yet another school day , damn ~
Hmmm , day 2 w/o Persian Squirell ,
Boring boring and more boredom ...............
Talking to myself , to the walls , or even stuffed teddies ?
Breakin late at night to kill time ,
Rhyming to some beats , generatin ideas for some poetry ,
Watch television ,
Meditate in the middle of the room with some soothing songs .
Well , all i have been doin are my random weird habits , haha , ohh well =/
" I stretch my arms towards the sky like blades of tall grass,
The sun beat between my shoulders like carnaval drums.
I sat still in hopes that it would help my wings grow
So then I could really be fly.
And then she arrived.
Like daybreak inside a railway tunnel,
like the new moon,
like a diamond in the mines,
like high noon to a junker,
Sudden...
She made my heart beat in the now, now time signature,
her skin a canvas for ultra violet brush strokes.
She was the sun's painting,
she was a deep cogniac color,
her eyes sparkle like lights along the new city,
her lips purst as if her breath was too sweet and full for her mouth to hold.
I said:
"You are the beautiful distress of mathmatics,"
I said:
"For you, I will peel open the clouds like new fruit,
and give you lightning and thunder as a dowry,
I will make the sky shed all of it's stars like rain,
and I will cast the constellations across your waist,
and i will make the heavens your keep.
And they will be pleased to cover you,
they will be pleased to cover you,
May i please... cover you.. "
- By , Mos Def
The sun beat between my shoulders like carnaval drums.
I sat still in hopes that it would help my wings grow
So then I could really be fly.
And then she arrived.
Like daybreak inside a railway tunnel,
like the new moon,
like a diamond in the mines,
like high noon to a junker,
Sudden...
She made my heart beat in the now, now time signature,
her skin a canvas for ultra violet brush strokes.
She was the sun's painting,
she was a deep cogniac color,
her eyes sparkle like lights along the new city,
her lips purst as if her breath was too sweet and full for her mouth to hold.
I said:
"You are the beautiful distress of mathmatics,"
I said:
"For you, I will peel open the clouds like new fruit,
and give you lightning and thunder as a dowry,
I will make the sky shed all of it's stars like rain,
and I will cast the constellations across your waist,
and i will make the heavens your keep.
And they will be pleased to cover you,
they will be pleased to cover you,
May i please... cover you.. "
- By , Mos Def
Labels: abyss, confidence, daydreams, misses, possibilities
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