Friday, June 19, 2009
Random Post
Hey , Lets Update On My Essential Element .
Essential Element = Personal Life = Love
So Recently , Ive Been Helpin Quite A Number Of People .
Its Been 8 Months Plus That Ive Been The Hitch .
And Im Loving Every Single Moment Of It .
I Just Love To Help .
I Dont Know Why , Its Good To Be Of Good Help .
Sometimes , I Dont Care If I Cant Help Myself First Before Helpin Others ,
But You Know , They Always Say That Its Important To Help Our
Ownself First .
Hey , I Dont Believe In That .
I Rather Carry The Burden , I Rather Sacrifice My Time And Life ,
Just To Help Whoever Thats In Doubt Or Hardships .
Now , Questions Have Been Asked ,
Why Are U The Hitch ?
Well , The Answer ,
For Me , Love Comes , Then Goes .
God Has Proven 90% Of This Scenario Most Of The Time .
Since Day One I Knew About Love Till Now ,
A Failure I Was , Every time .
A Stupid , Blur , Gullible , Naive , Unattractive , Fat Guy Who Loses In The End .
So I Ask Myself , Why Should I Care ? Why Should I Help Myself ?
When Theres Nothing I Can Do About .
Thats Why , Im Fate .
I Accept Whatever Things That Occur In My Life And What
God Brings My Way , Just Accept It Cause I Feel Thankful
That I At Least Get To Live In This World .
Thats Why I Help Soo Much .
I Wanna Show God That I Appreciate All These And What I Have .
Cause I Dont See Why Negativity Should Exist When All U Need Is Positivity .
I Can See A Tremendous Amount Of Negativity , And Its Rather Unbalanced ,
This World , Can Change , If We Just Enlighten Ourselves .
Seeing A Smile , Always Help Those Around You .
Cause Seeing One Smile , Can Make Millions Smile .
Of Course , What Would Life Be Without Negativity Right ?
Everything Will Be Too Perfect , Thats Why Things Are Neutral .
I Had Felt , The Many Different Tastes Of Love .
At Times I Feel Good About It And Hope Nothing Goes Wrong ,
Guess I Spoke Too Soon , Bad Things Occur Soon Enough .
But I Have To Admit , Im Not Perfect .
And At Times , I May Have Done Mistakes ,
But I Recover Just As Fast To Make The Whole Situation Subside ,
And Be Back Smooth Sailing Again .
But I Just Dont Get It . What Am I Doing Wrong ?
So Wrong Till I Have To Accept This Kind Of Fate ?
A "Love Come Then Go" Thing For The Rest Of My Life ?
If I Have To , Then So Be It .
I Make Sure , Before The Day I Die ,
I Can Get To Travel The Whole World !
And Give The Best Help I Can !
Even If My Help Might Seem Small , I Hope It Made A Great Big Impact !
So That At Least , Some May Recognize My Name Before I Die .
Wanna Be Known , As The Weird Big Guy Who Has The Heart Of Gold .
By Now Most Of U Think That This Is Nonsensical .
But Hey , I Have My Own Fantasies And All .
And I Believe In Them .
So What If You Think Im Crazy ? I Myself Know Better .
Current Situation ,
Im Scared , I Fear That History Will Repeat Itself .
But I Just Know , Somehow , Maybe It Wont .
Cause Everything Felt Right .
Never Have I Felt This Way Before ,
Never Have I Been Feared Like This ,
This Is The First Time .
I Forget The World , Because I See The "World"
Its Unique , Different From What I Encountered Before .
Comfort Level As High As The Clouds . Hmmm ...
Maybe I Shouldnt Elaborate More , Fat Hopes , Fate ,
U Can Just , Dream On I Guess ..
Yeah ,
So , This Is Me , Im Fate ,
The Guy , Who Fails In Hearts ,
But Will Always Succeed For Others ..
Bein The Hitch For Life ?
I Dont Mind At All .
Need Help Anyone ?
At Ur Service , 24/7 ,
=)
Labels: dreams, fantasies, love, the hitch
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