Tuesday, October 14, 2008
My Blog Was Not DEAD .
Or Neither Was It Sleeping ,
It Was Just Thinking Too Hard .
HELLO LOVELY HUMANS !
At last my computer has been repaired .
Its been weeks that i have not been in this cyber world .
I miss it soo much !
The times where there is no computer was so BORED .
I had nothing to do everynight .
All i did was just breakin , working out ,
And simply , thinking and dazing to outer space .
Yeap thats my boring life .
Ohh yea today marks the first day of school .
It was an average day .
Im very HAPPY to see my new timetable !
So relaxing ! But i must not be deceived by this light work ,
I must stay focus , and maintain my good result .
Was thinkin of applyin to poly ardy but nahh ,
ITE life has been fun , and its PROVEN .
So people ,
DO NOT LOOK DOWN ON THIS KIND OF EDUCATION !
Most of my classmates said i lost weight .
Haha !
Well i dunt know whether to agree or not .
Cox i dun feel as if i lost weight .
But nvm , like they say ,
Sumtimes u cant notice it urself , but other people can .
Hmmmm .
Have u ever felt that u wud do anything for something ?
Just because u know that from the bottom of ur heart ,
It really is true and means something alot to you ,
Even though its not knowned that well , but ,
U already feel that its special .
At most times i feel im soo dumb , stupid , gullible and naive .
Shy at times too .
Ive been trying to let the words out ,
But i just cant seem to say a thing .
Even worst , there are not many chances for us to talk .
All i could say was things other than the topic i wud like to say myself .
Yeah , most of u already assume that im a dumb human .
But nevermind , god made me this way .
Im starting to lose some self-esteem and confidence .
But i will try hard to prevent it . Haiz .
So maybe i shud stop talkin bout this ,
Ermm , i am very happy with my bboyin progress .
I have been filled up with ideas and creativity .
My moves and sets are modified with complications .
I bet COMMERCIALIZED people wunt know wat im doing .
HAHAHAHA .
Well its ayte , real recognize real .
So im ready to step up .
But just waitin for the right time .
Cox i busted my knees , damn .
I hope they heal fast .
Well i better be off to bed .
Its 2.40 am , and i have to wake up at 6.30 tomoro .
I will update tomorro !
See ya !
_ Fate `
(I feel as if they both have something going on..)
2:26 am
