Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Changed ..
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
'cause your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
i held your hand through all of these years
but you still have
all of me
you used to captivate me
by your resonating life
now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts
my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away
all the sanity in me
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
but though you're still with me
i've been alone all along
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I have lost my soul , i have lost grip of myself .
I am speechless , i am not strong .
I am weak , as weak as a prey killed by a predator ,
Letting myself sacrifice to die .
I have lost hope , of everything i do ,
Cox all i see , is no point living ..
Tomoro will be BFD test , hope i do well .
I shall not sleep today .
My family is coming home tonight .
And tomoro , i will spend a quiet time , alone .
Watching my favourite animal , kungfu panda .
Then i'll go anywhere to lear my mind ..
With love ..
_ Fate `
(gone out of my mind,im no longer ME)
11:07 pm
