Monday, June 30, 2008
I Dunt Even Know Wat To Do , Blank , With Nothing .
Hey diablog .
Today nothing normal .
Was all alone at home the whole day .
Due to my grandma admitted to hospital .
I hope shes doing fine .
Well at night ,
Went to boon lay dome and met up Freakzy Nuts .
Cox Aircho forgot to bring home his cap yesterday .
And i kept it for him .
Then gave him back just now .
Then off i went to the other dome where we usually break .
I practised alone .
Kinda pissed and fucked up .
U know , i dunt really care i end up alone or watever ,
But the thing is , this is ridiculous ,
U guys always love to enjoy , and enjoy more if can .
But when it comes to practise , u dun wanna come at all !
U MAKE UP STUPID REASONS ! VERY STUPID ONES !
That pisses me off real bad .
And furthermore , u know u gotta practise and buck up .
BUT YET U SLACK !
Fuck , wats happenin to the world ?
Then another case is when ,
U feel good practisin with someone or a crew that is the top in SG .
So wat ? Why cant u treat and practise the same to ur crew here huh ?
I wunt call out names but come on ah ,
For other crews , u sacrifice , but this crew ,
U leave it alone . Bullshit lah .
I wunt entertain this lah .
I know i practise , and live up to wat i want and wat others expect .
I'll just go on even if its me alone representing RSC .
I dun give a shit niggaz !
Dunt say i didnt warn ya !
And to those who read ,
All i can say is ,
"JANGAN TERASE AH EH .."
U know who u are !
_ Fate `
(its gettin more bullshit-er by the minute !)
11:49 pm
Friday, June 27, 2008
Blank .
Hey !
Class BBQ was a blast !
I really had fun .
Well ar first it sucks lar . Haha .
I tell u why .
Cox they told us the pit was near mcdonalds ,
But it ended up being at the other far end .
Damn , it was a long and tiring walk . -____-
So yeah , i was the fouth person to arrive .
Nazz , Nabil and Riswan were there first .
So we four chilled hear some songs .
Then the others came .
So before we started the fire ,
We all ate the food that each of us had to bring .
And my mum's bee hoon was the best ! Haha .
They all liked it .
Then we rested , nazz and nabil played the guitar .
Then the next thing i knoe nabil brought out a speaker .
Fuy ! Then we all danced off , haha .
Kendrick they all rented bikes and cycled around .
And the rest just simply hung around and ate the food .
Then before 7 we started the BBQ .
Food was delicious alright !
Fun Fun Day Indeed !
But too bad they all went back home ar .
Only me , Nazz , Nabil , Akif , Riswan , Naim , Edmund
And some members of Akif ,
Bomb , Spark and One other guy i forgot .
The night was great man ! WOOHOO !
Weena and her bf came late .
We started talking nonsense ar .
Then we all shuffled all nite long ! Haha !
And of course i did sum random dancing like lockin poppin .
And of cox wat i do best bboying !
Fuy fucked up sia , tired siol ! Haha .
Then Akif bought some , drinks .
To quench our thirst of course ! Haha .
Then me , Edmund , Nazz , Nabil , Riswan and Naim
Went to macdonalds .
Watch Turkey VS Germany !
Fucked up sia ! Turkey shudve won sia !
Nvm , they still the best .
Hahaha .
Then random sia ,
We say this table soccer , wat do u call that ,
Oh a fuseball !
Haha then we all play it all night sia !
We changed 6 bucks to 50 cents .
Cox we need 50 cents to play it .
Haha ! Kecoh sia !
And at the same tyme fun ah . Hahaha .
We were shouting out loud like nobody business .
After all that we went back to the pit .
We played soccer then naim and edmund blackout . Haha .
The next thing i know it was 8 am .
We went out to the beach and played beach socccer .
My legs were cramp sia after all these .
Then we all went to wash up and got ready to go home .
By 1 pm we were at the busstop already .
I took 197 to JE .
Then 98 to taman jurong .
Reached home and i went straight to bed ! Hahaha .
Effing tired .
Its been a long time since i enjoyed this much .
I really had fun .
Well , wat a way to forget all the SHIT HAPPENING in life .
Well , i also find it hard now to face FRIENDS .
Cox now , i see that they can betray , and backstab u ANITIME .
I rather be alone la sumtimes .
Gee i dun noe why .
Okay la diablog im done .
I'll talk to u soon .
Gd nite .
_ Fate `
(fight for!)
12:36 am
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Life Can Be So Fucked Up !
How dare u compare me with someone else ?
How dare u say the same thing is going to occur ?
And how dare u predict me to be like him ?!
Let me tell u wat ,
That officially crossed the line !
Me and him grew up together !
But that doesnt mean we're the same !
We are off different personalities and behaviour .
We even have different habits !
And dun ever compare us eh !
Cox by doing that , ur looking down on him and me !
By doing that , ur blaming that i and him are wrong !
Well F Off !
Hes not always doing wrong ayte !
Hes been doing hes job and wat hes supposed to do !
And ive been doing mine too !
There wasnt any wrong done !
She shud have known bein in a dope , big , and famous crew is a big deal .
And its different ! She shudve understood !
Damn ! Wats with u guys !
And to u .
Thanks , like really .
NOW I KNOW HOW IT FEELS LIKE TO BE DECEIVED BY A FRIEND .
And i wud know how he'll feel if i tell everything he said , to u .
Aaaarrrggghhhh .
No mood for today aredy .
Like PERIOD .
7.50am .
Fucking off .
_ Fate `
(girls will always be girls!)
7:41 am
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Trust Is Such A Sucky Factor .
Hello diablog !
Today was not so bad .
Well , average actually .
Woke up late as usual .
Then i went downstairs to eat .
In the afternoon about 6pm i went to boon lay dome .
Had breakin sessions .
But 3 people only .
Me , Chips and Ismul .
Before that i saw ZeeRoc , Helmi and Dee .
I was surprised ! Haha .
Then we talked for a while .
So here i am just got back from breakin .
And cant wait for tomorro !
Lets have fun tomorro guys !
Its been a long tyme since i had a class BBQ !
See ya all there !
Take care .
_ Fate `
(fuck love)
10:30 pm
Always Remember The Almighty , Allah .
Hello diablog .
Its late 1.35am .
Ive got nuting to do .
So i decided to post . Hehe .
So everythings been great .
Last friday went to east coast to meet the whole EG .
A celebration for mahmud's win .
It was soo fun !
We spent very good time together that day .
Then i went off first with andrew and hakim .
So tomoro i was thinking of going to the gym ?
Then maybe have a breaking session on my own ?
Then have to think of wat to do for my project .
I have to generate ideas and choose the topics wisely .
I wanna do this earlier cox it'll be easier and i dun have to rush .
And yeah wednesday is our class BBQ !
Cant wait ! Its gonna be a whole lot of fun !
I miss my classmates ! Cant wait to see u guys !
Hope we have a blast and nuting happens .
Amin .
Well update soon ,
Take care !
_ Fate `
(weapons of fate)
1:33 am
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Hey yaww diablog !
I got lots of plans today .
Maybe going out with classmates .
Maybe playing soccer in the afternoon .
Or yeah maybe just do wat i do best ,
BBOYING !
Haha . Yeah .
So i'll see first .
Confirm all the plans .
Well .
Unfortunately i can make it for one plan only .
So choose wisely FATE !
Hehe .
Well update soon !
_ Fate `
(bboy my passion and my life!)
12:14 pm
I really miss that person .I missed those times when we forget the world ,
And created another world of ours so peaceful .
I remember , all i had was happiness when im with u .
The love , the care and all the things we shared ,
But now , im not quite sure wat happiness is .
It'll be a miracle to have everything back to normal .
Well diablog , nutin special today .
Had breakin session just now .
At taman jurong cc .
We practised our shit .
There was predicx , chips , isnaidi , bonzer and coco .
So yeah , suddenly out of nowhere this guy came out .
He was sniffing glue . LOL .
Police came and caught him .
Wat a stupid thang to do .
Well , tomoro , practise soccer 6pm .
Maybe after that , break ?
Yeap yeap .
So take care to u .
_ Fate `
(turn the tv on!)
12:08 am
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
I MISS SCHOOL !
Hey diablog .
Feeling bored and down here .
Wow , todays the second day of holidays .
Quite boring .
I kinda miss school .
Cant wait for school to reopen .
I miss my CLASSMATES !
I wonder wat are u all doing ?
Well as for me , im sweating my ass of .
Practisin breakin .
And im feelin it .
Just that i dun show it .
I show people that im lazy and restless .
But actually im not . Hahaha .
Wait and see guys wait and see .
Well its 2.52 am .
Im sleepy , but i wanna shower first .
Good night to diablog !
I MISSS SCHOOL !
_ Fate `
(learnin to be raw)
2:50 am
Monday, June 16, 2008
Wu Told Me , Cash Rules Everything !
Ohh hello diablog .
Sorry for not updating .
Well see that picture ? Haha .
My shirt fresh right ! Hehe .
It says , "The Benefit Of Hip-Hop" .
Mama bought it for me , thank u mama !
Well SG Champs 2008 was fuckin dope .
All the battles are so sick !
All the bboy battles that u hope to see all happened !
DAMN !
Mahmud vs Felix
Mahmud vs True Colours
Mahmud Vs Boy !
DAMN ! I NEVER REGRET BEING THERE !
And congrats to Mahmud for winning the champs again .
He'll be representing singapore for UK Bboy Champs .
All the best Mud !
And also to my buddy oneski for winning the junior solo .
Always know u cud do it B !
And of course last but not least ,
Predicx and Andreas for clinchin 1st in junior duo category .
Thats the way brothas , representin to the fullest .
Well yeah thats about it .
As for me , i just accept wat people wanna say or do .
I am laying low .
Practisin myself .
So yeah , when the time comes .
I'll be reppin so hard , so hard tat i didnt even realize or see ,
How much ive improved .
So yeap .
Well class chalet cuming soon .
Hope to see u guys soon yeah !
Well thats it , take care !
_ Fate `
(raw dogs)
9:30 pm
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Changed ..
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
'cause your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
i held your hand through all of these years
but you still have
all of me
you used to captivate me
by your resonating life
now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts
my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away
all the sanity in me
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
but though you're still with me
i've been alone all along
___________________________
I have lost my soul , i have lost grip of myself .
I am speechless , i am not strong .
I am weak , as weak as a prey killed by a predator ,
Letting myself sacrifice to die .
I have lost hope , of everything i do ,
Cox all i see , is no point living ..
Tomoro will be BFD test , hope i do well .
I shall not sleep today .
My family is coming home tonight .
And tomoro , i will spend a quiet time , alone .
Watching my favourite animal , kungfu panda .
Then i'll go anywhere to lear my mind ..
With love ..
_ Fate `
(gone out of my mind,im no longer ME)
11:07 pm
Monday, June 09, 2008
Will Always Be Alone ..
Hello there diablog !
Today was a boring day , didnt go to school
Cox of stupid Diarrhoea .
So i sat home , studying a bit of BFD , practise breakin ,
Eat , Chill , Sing , Muay Thai-ing and all random things i normally do .
Well i dunt know wat happened but i like being alone nowadays .
Like they always say , if people keep unappreciating u ,
People mistreat u , and always getting the bad things in life ,
Be by urself at times .
Yeah and i agree , being alone is far more better .
So after the BFD test this wednesday ,
Since it ends at 12 ,
I SHALL GO WATCH KUNGFU PANDA ! WEEEE !
Hehe , i cant wait ,
Its just me and u Panda !
Till then diablog .
_ Fate `
(nothing i can do,so i sit still,alone..)
9:20 pm
ZYM'S NS DAY BOTAK HAIRCUT CEREMONY !!!!!
So Today Had A Normal Day .
Wow , I Bet Mama Papa And Mia Are Really Enjoying At KL .
Walau , Nvm .
Had Breaking Sessions Just Now .
And The Above Pics Tells U Guys That We Had A Ceremony . Haha .
Bye Zym ! Dun Be A Matrep When U Come Back After NS ! LOL !
Well Im Kinda Beat , Update Soon !
I WANNA WATCH KUNGFU PANDA ! PANDA IS MY FAVOURITE ANIMAL ! HEHE !
ANYONE WANNA WATCH WIT ME ?
I RATHER GO ALONE ! HAHA !
_Fate`
(I wanna save pandas!)
2:44 am
Friday, June 06, 2008
DRAGONBOAT WAS FUN !!!! HERE ARE THE PICS !!!!
11:05 pm
Thursday, June 05, 2008
Every Second I Waste , Is More Than I Can Take .
I was wrong to let you walk right out
of my life,
I was dumb to think that I could survive,
Was a fool to think the grass was
greener on the other side,
Now it hurts to know that it means
that I...
I'll never love again (Never Never)
I'll never love again (Never Never)
I'll never love again (Never Never)
I'll never love again (Never Never)
I'll never find nobody who can love
me like you do
I'll never find nobody to treat me
the way you do,
I'll never find nobody else babe, hey
I'll never fall in love again eh,
I was stupid to think that any love
could compare,
To the love that you gave to me
from you,
Was a fool, yes a fool to think that
I'd find anywhere,
Anyone thats better for me than you...
And now my heart is stone cold
because you've gone, gone away,
(away) gone away, (away)
And now my heart is stone cold
because you've gone, gone away,
(away) gone away, (away)
And now my heart is stone cold
because you've gone, gone away,
(away) gone away, (away)
And now my heart is stone cold
because you've gone, gone away,
(away) gone away, (away)
Gone away.
I'll never find nobody who can love
me like you do
I'll never find nobody to treat me
the way you do,
I'll never find nobody else babe, hey
I'll never fall in love again eh,..
of my life,
I was dumb to think that I could survive,
Was a fool to think the grass was
greener on the other side,
Now it hurts to know that it means
that I...
I'll never love again (Never Never)
I'll never love again (Never Never)
I'll never love again (Never Never)
I'll never love again (Never Never)
I'll never find nobody who can love
me like you do
I'll never find nobody to treat me
the way you do,
I'll never find nobody else babe, hey
I'll never fall in love again eh,
I was stupid to think that any love
could compare,
To the love that you gave to me
from you,
Was a fool, yes a fool to think that
I'd find anywhere,
Anyone thats better for me than you...
And now my heart is stone cold
because you've gone, gone away,
(away) gone away, (away)
And now my heart is stone cold
because you've gone, gone away,
(away) gone away, (away)
And now my heart is stone cold
because you've gone, gone away,
(away) gone away, (away)
And now my heart is stone cold
because you've gone, gone away,
(away) gone away, (away)
Gone away.
I'll never find nobody who can love
me like you do
I'll never find nobody to treat me
the way you do,
I'll never find nobody else babe, hey
I'll never fall in love again eh,..
_Fate`
(Watever that pleases u in this punishment.)
6:50 pm
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
SCHOOL PICS AND CANDIDS ! HAHAHAHA !
SCHOOL PICS AND CANDIDS ! HAHAHAHA !
10:46 pm
