Friday, May 30, 2008
Mighty Strength , Isnt As Mighty As Control .
Dear diablog , everything is haywire by the moving minute .
Decisions get tough , situations gets so intensed .
The risk of friends to enemies ,
The risk of a bonding group of people to break ,
The risk of lovers to friends , friends to strangers ..
They say why do the good die young ?
Why do the holy and religious people receive ill treatments ?
When they have always prayed 5 sessions a day ,
Tried their best to make it for every 5 , with full effort ,
And in the end gettin back what they do not expect .
Why ?
Is there a reason to all these ? Is this a lesson to be learnt from god ?
Does it pay to be patient throughout , and hope for a good ending in the end ?
Will all the crestfallen tears evaporate and become clouds of joy and happiness ?
Maybe these are all fated to happen . We are all normal human beings .
Not being able to control or predict for sumting to happen .
Why are we created to tell lies ? Wud it be better if lies didnt exists ?
I have experienced such things before in life .
Lying to a friend , lying to a family member , lying to strangers even .
Why do all of us have this manipulative attribute to lie ?
Sumtymes , i feel life is unfair , but we all have to accept it and cherish it ,
And mostly , learn from it .
I ask why diablog ? Why . Maybe i'll get the answer one day .
Which will be the day i leave this world .
Last week i had a dream .
Usually when i dream , its either i talk to myself , sleepwalk ,
And even write when i sleep .
So when i wake up that day , i end up seeing this number on a paper ,
Which was , 79842324 .
Wat could this be ? What is it trying to say ?
The voice in my dream only said ,
" Not Only Words Can Spell Out The Truth .. "
Its rather a weird thing to happen but , i always believe in my dreams .
Cox it all happened before .
Well diablog i think i had enough saying for today .
I shall update soon .
OFA test tomorro , im pretty confident .
Till then .
_ Fate `
(For only the mighty one has the power and will to create and demand..)
1:33 am
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Gangsta Livin`
Hip is the knowledge Hop is the movement ,
Drain this in ya brain this term is totally proven ,
By the great KRS one can u understand his definitions ?
Compare him with 50 can u see the difference ?
An emcee's words are words which uplift their people ,
Rapper's spit out words which are all most illegal ,
Im not biting just giving my brotha a shoutout ,
If u think this is copy , dimwit , i bet u from a school dropout ,
Kevin donovan he started a crew and he defined it ,
A crew was to pull from gangstarism and def he did it ,
Godfather he was , and before him was father kool herc ,
Hes the man which started it all , its just the tip of the iceberg !
DJs , emcees , bboys , grafitis are the real Hip-Hop ,
We do it anywhere even at a parking lot ,
So now who are u to go against us can u even beat this knowledge ?
How bout u practice ur ABC's on one page ,
Little baby !
_Fate`
(MY OWN STRENGTH NIGGA !)
10:56 pm
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Stronger Than A Soul , Lighter Than A Spirit ..
Hello Diablog , Im Studying For My BFD Test Tomorro .
Im Quite Nervous But I Did Passed For The First Test .
So I Have No Worries Cox I Have Faith In Myself .
Tomorro Will Be A Long Day , Will Be Back By 5pm .
Nafa Test Next Week .
Well , Im Mentally Prepared ,
Still Progressing Hard On My Physicality .
And Im Feeling Great .
I'll Do Good , I Feel It .
Well , I Shall Continue On Studying .
Good Nyte Diablog .
Its Sad When People You Know
Become People You Knew ,
When You Can Walk Right Past
Someone Like They Were Never
A Big Part Of Your Life .
How You Used To Be Able To Talk
For Hours And Now You Can
Barely Even Look At Them ...
_Fate`
(Cover Myself With A Smiling Mask , As I Live On Broken Deep Inside..)
9:40 pm
Whats A Man Without Pride ?
Hello Diablog , I Am Typing A Post In School For The First Time .
Hehe , Well , Ive Done My Work So Im Free To Do Anything I Want .
So I Decided To Post Sumting Up .
You Know Sometimes , I Feel As If This World Is Lacking Of Something .
Diablog , I Have Stopped Believing In True Love .
I Used To Trust It So Much , So Much That i Thought I Finally Knew Wats Love .
But In The End , I Guess Its Not True .
Maybe Some Other People Have Experienced Wats True Love .
Ive Seen People Married For So Many Years .
Maybe Im Wrong To Not Believe In True Love .
Maybe This Is Wat I See From Far .
Maybe I Need To Look Closer .
Wat They Say Is True , Love Is Blind .
You Wont Be Seein It If You Dont Look In Deeply .
Maybe What I Need To Do Now Is Be Free For The Moment .
Have Some Time Alone .
Clear The Air , Realease My Thoughts .
All I Need To Do Now Is Be The New Me .
And Let Everyone Know That Im The New Fate ,
And That I Have Changed .
Dear Diablog , Thanks For Listening To Wat I Have To Say .
I'll Talk To You Soon Again . =)
Signing Off ..
_Fate`
(Warmness On The Soul)
10:54 am
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Go On Girl ..
Hello Diablog !
Ive Just Reached Home From School .
School This Week Will Be Boring As Mr Faris Has To Do Re-Service .
But Everything Still Great Though .
Went Out Early With Nabil Aqif Naz Naim And Mr Azlan .
We Bought Our Stuffs For The River Rafting Competition This Sunday .
After That I Went Home .
Nothing Special Today , Hehs .
Well Now Im Off To Play Soccer ,
And Later At Night Breakin With Doubledee .
We Are Entering The UK Champs .
So Must Practise .
A Very Tight Schedule Indeed .
Well , Update Later ,
Take Care !
_Fate`
(Silent Night..)
5:06 pm
Monday, May 19, 2008
Its Time To Be ..
Hello diablog ..
I had a wonderful day today ..
I went out with mama , and mia ..
We went to JP .. We shopped shopped ..
Hehe , mia bought some stationaries and some things i dunt know ..
While i got myself a new shoe ! Hehe .
Then after that we went back ..
After reaching home , i changed to my break gear ,
Then i went to lakeside to have sessions with my crewmates ..
-WAT HAS HAPPENED RSC ??-
Its been a long tyme i saw everyones faces down ..
Im really disappointed ..
It has been very hard for me to see only 4 people practising each day ..
And for that , i have come to a final decision ..
Maybe , its either close down , or kick out ..
Im sorry guys , im not the one to blame , its all of you ..
- Enemy Ground -
Im very sorry for my stupidity of not messagin first ..
Sumtimes the situation overcomes my mind ..
I am busy with my school life ,
And i admit that its my fault for not telling u guys ,
But trust me , i will be back , and when i do ,
I will be the NEW FATE that you all will be pleased with ..
I will be back guys ..
I am left alone in this life ,
Nothing left except for my family and friends ..
A man without a soul , is as good as dying ..
Without motivation or even support ,
But when a man faces a big breakdown in life ,
He accepts it , and he must learn from it ..
Cox theres more to life ..
And its just "THE TIP OF THE ICEBERG .."
_Fate`
(I can be , bigger,bigger .. Stronger, stronger.. Harder,harder..)
11:08 pm
I CAN BE - TAIO CRUZ
Now I feel that this hold of mine has taken many forms
Still sometimes the rain can turn into a waterfall
The prettiest things can come out of the coldest mind, yeah
And even with broken wings, sometimes you find your way to fly
It’s time to be bigger bigger, stronger stronger, harder harder
It’s time to be bigger bigger, stronger stronger, harder harder
It’s time to be
Now I feel that this soul of mine has had its many tolls, yeah
Still sometimes the pain is what we need for us to grow, yeah
So when it’s time for me to look into my deepest side
I will, I will find a way to hold onto the love inside
It’s time to be bigger bigger, stronger stronger, harder harder
Yes, I can be bigger bigger, stronger stronger, harder harder
Yes, I can be bigger bigger, stronger stronger, harder harder
Yes, I can be bigger bigger, stronger stronger, harder harder
Yes, I can be
See I can be anything I want to be
All I have to do is put my mind to it and I can do it
So what I want you to do is put your fist to the sky and say it with me:
I can be bigger bigger, stronger stronger, harder harder
Yes, I can be bigger bigger, stronger stronger, harder harder
Yes, I can be bigger bigger, stronger stronger, harder harder
Yes, I can be bigger bigger, stronger stronger, harder harder
Yes, I can be
I can be
3:24 pm
Will Be Updatin Again Soon Enough ,
Thank You For Visiting Lovely People ,
FATE`
Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.
And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.
12:35 am
