Friday, January 25, 2008
FAILURE .
Hey well first of all , i would like to apologize .
To all whom i didnt reply to ur messages and calls .
Lets just say i dunt even wanna talk about it okay .
Just look at this post's title and theres ur answer , crystal ?
Things are gettin out of hand .
Lost my future in Poly .
Lost my hopes for my ambitions .
And i feel so regretful that i didnt work hard and put extra effort for O's .
But wats done , is done . U cant turn back time .
U have to follow the new born path that is available to u .
Im holdin on very tight here .
I will never repeat this mistake of mine again .
Ive let my parents down . Even if they never show their sad or dissapointed faces ,
Deep inside , i know they actually are . Im sorry .
Im so sorry that ive let u both down .
Guess now , both of u look up to MIRA more than me .
Its okay , i understand that , its my mistake anyway .
I shall pursue , throughout this life of mine ,
To find new paths and ways to success ,
To establish a good bond between me and wat im doing ,
Connect my feelings to wat i really wanna learn about ,
And really have that confidence and die hard determination to fight .
I will prove whoever is lookin down on me now .
I will prove , that i can and will be able to succeed .
I will prove u wrong .
Next journey , next chapter ,
Flipping this page cox its all over ,
Miracles between stars and crescents ,
Please bubble urself out like effervescence ,
Connect my souls like phone calls conference ,
I'll be waitin for that miracle's descendance ..
Lets hope the result slips i will send ,
Come back with sumting astonishing .
Please , one miracle . One chance to prove my parents wrong ?
Fate_`
(Happy One Year Anni Baby Boo ! I Love U So Much Boo ! May We Last Long <3)
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