Monday, December 10, 2007
Please ?
Im like a poser doin this stupid manoeuvres ,
I slip and fall and ended up being hopeless ,
This 2 lines im talkin about are my mistakes ,
Maybe i did it once twice and i always count those dates ,
A stupid prank turn out to be real ,
I just wanted to noe truly how did u feel ,
About me deep inside u were truly my only one no doubt ,
Knowin these all happened makes me wanna shout ,
Losing u wud be the last thing i wud ever ask for ,
I want our love to be known like celebs on a worldtour ,
But i guess this all ended and my chances of gettin u back are 50:50 ,
If i have high hopes i'll wait for u till i grow to the age of 60 !
Now guess i'll give in since u have a close friend ,
Dun want history to repeat like how we end ,
Im now tryin so hard to move on and be happy ,
If i do move on , that doesnt mean i dun love u dun be crappy ,
Here i am , havin sleepless nights and all i do is bboy ,
At times i even watch movies alone eating 'chips ahoy'
I dun mind bein alone cox im used to it ,
U can even come to me face to face and call me weird ,
I need to boost myself up and be more confident ,
If i never change , things i want will never happen !
Here i am puttin on a fake smile when actually deep inside im sinking ,
Will a wonderwoman come and save me so i can stop thinking ?
Be my oxygen make me breathe ur sweet scent ,
Well i'll try to love but obviously deep inside , i cant .
2:03 am