Sunday, December 30, 2007
im sorry 2007 ..
Well i got to admit ive done a lot of wrong in 2007 ..
Haiz .. Im just not making everyone happy ..
Im always making them sad and all ..
Im really sorry to all of those people who feel this way ..
Im also afraid for my o level results ..
I noe i put only half my effort for it .. Haiz ..
And becox of that , im gonna disappoint my parents ..
I cant do anyting ryte cant i ? Haiz ..
Well .. Im really sorry .. All of a sudden i feel myself fallin down deeply into the sad hole ..
And i lost a lot of hope ..
Im sorry to all my crewmates too .. And esp one and mahmud , everyone lah .. Haiz ..
Im a wack bboy and i feel like i dun belong with u all ..
Im sorry i let u all down ..
Im sorry munchcakes cox ive been harsh on u lately ..
I thought if i be harsh , it will change sumting , and even in future , our problems will lessen ..
But i guess i'll stop it cox i find it stupid .. And i find myself stupid too ..
Well , if u dun like me and dun accept me , its fine okay ? Understand ..
As for me , when the clock strikes 12 and 2008 is born ,
I will definitely change again ..
May everyone have a new year and may u all succeed in everything u do ..
Before i go , i wud like to say i really love my nuramamlina bte mislan ..
Ur the love of my life ..
And im willing to do anything for u ..
Im really sorry for all my wrong doings ..
Sorry if i didnt make u happy all the time ..
Im sorry if i cant be there for u when u expect me to be there ..
But just wanna let u noe ,
No matter how far we are ,
No matter how much we argue ,
No matter how busy i am ,
I will always try to be there for u by ur side ..
And this i promise u ..
I love and miss u so much hunnie .. And i always will ..
Take care everyone ..
Fate_`
(2008 please come soon)
3:10 pm
